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#staring at the pot waiting for water to boil rn
witchblade · 2 years
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iuve been feeling the urge to both write and paint and im suppressing them both. i have other things to do 
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likeumeanit9497 · 4 months
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please baby | c. s. |
chris sturniolo x fem!reader
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summary: chris and y/n have always had what felt like a perfect relationship. that is, until a few weeks ago. chris had been treating y/n poorly, and after one especially hurtful conversation, she is forced to make a difficult decision. when chris comes to the realization that he is about to lose it all, will he swallow his pride and do what he needs to win her back?
warnings: established relationship; smut; angst; fighting; (relatively) toxic chris; crying; unprotected sex; fluff; 18+
notes: based on this request by 🎀. i've never rlly written an angsty fic before, so let me know what u all think! also wrote this super quick so i don't think it's my best work, but still i hope u enjoy <333
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Through tears, I stared blankly at my phone. My eyes had been glued to my lit up screen for the past two minutes — unmoving, and unable to register what I was reading. Even with blurry vision, Chris’ last message to me was seared into my memory.
Chris: Ffs Y/n, just shut up. I said I’ll get there when i get there jesus.
Just as my brimmed tears finally spilled over, so did the water I was boiling on the stove. The immediate steam and sizzling noises pulled me from my phone, and frustrated for more than one reason, I raced over to the stove and shoved the pot off of the element; leaving the boiling pasta noodles to sit in the water. Just looking at my failed attempt at dinner brought on a new level of pain, as it was a reminder of what I hoped that the night could be.
Chris, my boyfriend of almost one year, was supposed to be coming over tonight. I had been super excited, because both of our schedules had been especially busy lately and we hadn’t been able to spend much time together over the past three weeks, plus I had some good news to share with him about my work. I had wanted to make the night special, so I had decided to cook one of Chris’ favourite meals — chicken alfredo — to surprise him with once he arrived.
He was currently stuck at the warehouse for a merch meeting with Nick, Matt, and his manager, and he had told me that he would come over and spend the night once he was done there. That was a few hours ago, and I had been patiently waiting for an update from him until about thirty minutes ago, when I sent him a simple message asking if he had any idea when he would be done at the warehouse. Little did I know, that singular message would cause a massive storm to erupt.
Y/n: hey babe! just wondering if you have an idea on when you can come over?
Chris: Not rlly sure
Y/n: okay…rough estimate maybe?
Y/n: just have some things i need to get done before u get here hehe
Chris: I’ll get there when I get there.
Y/n: uh..is something wrong?
Chris: No why
Y/n: ur being kinda mean???
Chris: No I’m not
Y/n: ok
Chris: My god Y/n I don’t have time for this rn
Y/n: i just said ok
Y/n: you go ahead and go back to your meeting
Y/n: i was just asking for an update, that’s all.
Y/n: didn’t realize that was such a horrible thing.
Chris: Ffs Y/n, just shut up. I said I’ll get there when i get there jesus.
Even though I hate to admit it, this wasn’t the first time that Chris had been an absolute asshole to me lately. Just last week, he had started a fight that ended with him hanging up the phone on me; only to call back a little while later to apologize. And then a few days before that, he had put zero effort into making time for me when I had tried to make plans for us to go to the movies. And during all of this, he has been incredibly dry over messages. It had been bothering me for a while now, because to me it was clear that he was losing interest. I knew that our relationship would be far from perfect going in to it, considering Chris had never been in a real relationship before me, but deep down I hoped that it would always be as perfect as it was at the beginning. Unfortunately for my hopes and dreams, his actions — or lack thereof — were shattering.
I wasn’t some oblivious girlfriend either; it was clear to me that Chris was going through something. I knew that for a fact, but every time I tried to get him to open up to me about it all, he shut me down with lame excuses: “Oh, I’m just tired,” or, “I’ve just been stressed lately”. I figured that he just needed time, and that eventually he would come to me and explain exactly what had been going on so that I could help him through it.
But now, after his hurtful words to me tonight, I was seriously considering my other options. I had been in far too many toxic relationships in the past, and had learned that I deserve more than what I had been accepting. I wouldn’t let myself be Chris’ punching bag anymore, and I knew right then and there that I had an incredibly painful task to do.
Allowing myself to be overtaken by my build up of tears, I slowly walked into my bedroom; turning off the lights and covering myself with my comforter. My shoulders heaved as I let the tears stream down my face; my brain accepting what I needed to do but my body rejecting it in every way possible. Through the tears, I pulled out my phone and sent a quick text to Chris — telling him that I was tired and that he might as well not come at all tonight, but we should talk tomorrow — before curling into a ball and wallowing in my own sorrows.
I stayed in the exact same position for what felt like ages; allowing myself to get all of the emotions out now so that when I had to do what I had to do tomorrow I could do so without breaking down so hard. Eventually, my tears slowed and I felt my burning eyes begin to grow heavy. Sleep was beginning to overtake me, and as I gave into my exhaustion my mind filled with scenes of the nightmare that I was going to have to face tomorrow.
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I was startled out of my sleep by the sound of keys jangling from the direction of my front door. Disoriented, it took me a moment to be overtaken by the feeling of dread that came from hearing that noise. The only person who had a key to my apartment was Chris. Before, hearing his keys at my door filled my stomach with undeniable excitement — now, my stomach did anxious flips knowing what had to be done.
As I heard the door open and close, I rolled over so that I was facing away from my bedroom door and glued my eyes shut; pretending to still be asleep. I heard his soft footsteps on the other side of the door as he wandered through my dark apartment, before a hushed “shit!” broke the silence. After a few moments, I listened as his footsteps grew closer and closer to my bedroom door, and as I heard it slowly creak open, I braced for impact.
The room stayed silent, though I couldn’t really say that for sure since I couldn’t hear anything above the sound of my own racing heart in my ears. I did my best to stay completely still, though it felt like every part of my body was vibrating; waiting for his next move. Suddenly, I felt a shift in my mattress as his body leaned against it, and physically jumped at the feeling of his hand on my shoulder; shaking it gently.
“Y/n, wake up.” He spoke in a faux whisper, and, even though I had been pretending, I felt my body grow hot in anger that he would have the audacity to wake me from my sleep after showing up to my apartment uninvited. However, my body still not understanding that it wouldn’t belong to him much longer, I shot up from my place on the bed and searched for his eyes. The room was pitch black, but I could sense exactly where he was in front of me.
Rubbing my eyes, I searched the bed for my phone, checking the time to find that it was already nearly 2 a.m. I felt the mattress shift once again and watched his faint outline as he sat on his side of my bed. “Y/n, you left the stove on.” He was still whispering, and his sentence ended in a slight chuckle; clearly oblivious to the decision that I had made on my own just hours before.
Too heartbroken to really care about the stove, I shrugged my shoulders. “Whoops.” Was all I said to the silent room. “What happened? You fall asleep in the middle of making dinner or something?” His voice was still light-hearted, and was far from a tone that matched his previous texts to me. It made it so difficult for me to remember what I had to do.
“Turn the lamp on please.” I said simply, using every ounce of strength in my body to keep my tone monotonous. Chris stayed still for a moment, clearly thrown off by my behaviour. “Uh, okay.” He finally said as he leaned toward the bedside table closest to him and switched on the warm-toned light. After allowing my eyes time to adjust to the sudden brightness, they immediately fell on him.
Oh, my Chris.
His beautiful blue eyes were so kind and bright, his long hair was wet and messily draped across his forehead, and his matching oversized sweat set made me want nothing more than to curl into him and breathe him in. He stared at me blankly for a moment, clearly beginning to register that I was upset, before finally speaking. “I’m really sorry about earlier, baby. I had been in the meeting for hours and was getting really stressed out.” I felt the lump in my throat begin to grow. Some variation of that exact sentence had been the same excuse he had given me each and every time he had hurt me over the past few weeks, and it had lost its sincerity long ago. So, instead of giving into his cheap apology, I sat up in my bed and faced him; taking a deep breath before speaking.
“I have to tell you something. And I need you to let me say this without interrupting, or else I’m scared I won’t be able to go through with it. I’ve had to say this for a while now, and now that we are where we are I know it has to be done. So please, let me say it, okay?” His light eyes were focused intensely on me, he was clearly trying to figure out where this conversation was going. But finally, he swallowed before tentatively nodding his head. “O-okay.”
I closed my eyes, feeling my lower lip quiver as I tried to find my footing on this conversation. After taking a shaky breath, I finally found my voice. “I can’t do this anymore, Chris.” Immediately, my attempt at getting all my tears out of the way earlier proved to be a failure; because as soon as the heavy words left my mouth I broke down into sobs.
Over my crying, I heard Chris’ disbelieving voice. “What do you mean you’re done with this? With what? Me?” His voice cracked slightly as he spoke, clearly being hit with the same emotions that I was. I stayed silent — my eyes screwed shut as I wrapped my arms around my torso; doing my best to comfort myself. “Y/n, please tell me what you’re talking about.” He pleaded, and I felt him scoot closer to me on the bed; placing a hesitant hand on my knee.
After catching my breath, I wiped my tears away and opened my eyes to find his frantically searching my face like an uncertain creature. “I know you’re going through something right now,” My voice was coming out nearly silent, but I continued, “And I tried so hard to be there for you, I really did Chris. But you won’t talk to me! Instead, you’ve been taking out all of your frustrations on me and treating me like absolute shit. Do you really think that’s okay?” I fought the lump in my throat as I got my words out, his shattered face no help in that department. Frantically, Chris shook his head. “No. No, it’s not okay, baby, and I’m really sorry. But please, please don’t do this.” His tone tugged at my heart strings as his desperation grew more and more transparent.
Shaking my head and closing my eyes, I shut him down. “Can you tell me why you’ve been acting the way you have?” I knew my question was pointless before I even asked it, but his silence confirmed it. Releasing an ironic chuckle, I continued. “I promised myself that I would never let another man treat me badly. I’ve put up with it far too many times, and no matter how much I love you, Chris, I can’t allow you to speak to me the way you have been lately.”
I opened my eyes and felt my heart sink at his ghostly expression, clearly on the verge of losing his shit. I brought a hand up to his cheek and stroked it for a moment, and as I did he closed his eyes and let a few tears fall. “I want you to get better, I really do. But I clearly can’t help you, so you need to do it on your own.” My own words felt like a stab in the chest, and I couldn’t help the tears as they streamed down my face. “Come to me when you’ve worked through your shit, and we can see if we can repair things. But for now, I need you to leave.”
At that, Chris’ eyes shot open in a panic and he immediately grabbed onto my leg. “No, Y/n, please. Don’t do this.” I turned my head away from him as his desperation became too much to bear. His hands traveled across my body in anguish, clearly losing all control of his emotions as the reality of our situation began to set in for him. His body slid off of the bed as he dissolved into tears against my comforter. Still having the instinct to comfort him, I scooted towards the edge of the bed, where I let my legs stretch out beside him as I ran my hands through his beautiful curls.
“Please, please baby, I swear to god I can’t do this shit without you.” He wretchedly pleaded with me, clutching my leg and trailing distressed kisses along it. I looked up at the sky, too pained by the scene that was playing out in front of me. “Chris, please, I need you to go.” I begged him, needing to put him out of his misery so that I could hurt in private. He maintained his grasp on my leg, sobbing inconsolably against it. I gave him a moment, in which he slowly began to regain control of his emotions. I watched as his sobbing grew quieter and his breathing slowed, before finally watching as he pulled himself up to his feet; the weight of our conversation evident in the way he held himself weakly.
He glanced down at me quickly, his blue eyes red and puffy, before turning away in what looked like shame. In utter silence, he turned and began walking slowly in the direction of my bedroom door. With his hand on the door knob, he paused for a moment. “I’m sorry.” His words were so quiet I could have easily missed them, but the sincerity cut through my heart like a knife. That sincerity hadn’t been present in any of the other apologies he gave me, and I was gutted that it appeared too late.
And then just like that, he was gone. I felt all the air leave my chest at the realization of what I had just done, and let my body fall back against my bed as tears once again poured down my cheeks. I couldn’t help but immediately question whether or not I had done the right thing. Was I a horrible person for abandoning the man I loved when he was so clearly dealing with something? Did I allow my fears of repeating my past distort my current reality? Were the things he said to me really that bad?
I was pulled out of my tormenting thoughts by a soft voice coming from my doorway.
“My meeting today wasn’t about merch.”
That was all that he said. That was all it took for my heart to begin to beat for him again. One small hint of vulnerability. Feeling humiliated internally, I sat up on my elbows and found him hovering in the doorway. “Talk to me about it Chris.” I sounded exacerbated even to my own ears, feeling frustrated from all of the overwhelming emotions that the evening held. Tentatively, he walked over to the bed and sat beside me on the edge, arms resting on his knees. After clearing his throat, he began to explain. “The meeting today wasn’t about merch, it wasn’t really about anything to be honest.” Confused, I waited in silence for him to continue.
“A few weeks ago, Laura brought up the idea of going on another tour. A European tour.” He paused for a moment. “Nick and Matt immediately agreed and wanted to start planning everything so that we could do it this summer, but I said I didn’t want to do it.” I watched the back of his head, slightly shocked by his words since I knew that he had enjoyed the previous tours so much. “We would be overseas for a month, and I didn’t want to be so far away from you for that long. So I told them I didn’t wanna do it.” He took a deep breath. “Now, Matt and Nick are super pissed at me. They’ve both been giving me the silent treatment for weeks outside of the few times when they’ve just tore me a new one. And sure, we’ve all fought before, but never this bad. It’s been going on for so long, and I feel like I’ve lost sight of everything without having them be there for me.” His voice grew thick with emotion, and I fought the urge to cry along with him.
“Things have gotten so bad between us, that Laura forced us all to come in tonight to basically have a supervised argument. We sat there for hours, Y/n, just screaming at each other. And we got nowhere. I stood firm in what I wanted and so did they, so that’s why it went on for so long. And that’s also why I have been treating you like a complete dick lately. Because even though you had no clue what was going on, I think a part of me was kinda blaming you for all this shit. And I know that wasn’t fair, I really do. I just didn’t know how to tell you all of this because I’ve never been in a situation like this before.”
He turned to look at me, grabbing at my hand that was lying dormant in the space between us. “And I’m so, so sorry that I treated you the way I did. You didn’t deserve it. At all. But please baby, please don’t leave me. Because if you do, I will be completely lost. You are my anchor, and I need you to be there for me.” Tears rolled down my face as his voice cracked in desperation. “And I swear, baby, I won’t treat you like shit ever again. If you can’t believe me, and if you’re really truly done, I’ll understand. But please, Y/n, if there’s any part of you that believes me, please don’t leave.” He dropped his head into my lap, wrapping his arm around my waist and gripping onto my oversized t-shirt. Out of instinct, I brought my hand to his face and began stroking it softly; wiping away his tears as I did.
We stayed that way for a long time, both of us sniffling, heaving messes. I couldn’t lie, his honesty truly impacted me. I knew that he had to have gone against every single one of his instincts to finally tell me what had been going on in his life, and the fact that he did meant so much to me. I knew that Chris was extremely reliant on his brothers being a constant in his life, and couldn’t even imagine how lost he must feel knowing that they’re against him. His problem was much more severe than I thought it would have been prior to him opening up, and I felt an overwhelming amount of empathy for him. I knew that his poor treatment of me — as wrong as it was — had been completely out of character, and as I sat there stroking his soft cheek, I decided that I would believe him.
“Come up here.” I said, my voice barely above a whisper. Immediately, Chris lifted his head off of my thighs and sat up, his face inches from mine. Without a moment of hesitation, I leaned forward and engulfed his lips with my own. He immediately reciprocated, and both of our tongues worked in unison to lap up the salty taste of each other’s tears. Chris leaned forward, encouraging me to fall back against my pillows as he continued his passionate assault on my lips. His mouth travelled down my neck, where I shuddered as I felt him place sucks and nibbles sure to leave a trail of purple bruises. His body was warm on top of mine, and I had never before felt so present with him; so aware of his every movement.
He moved down my body, stopping briefly at my chest to remove my shirt, before continuing down below my waist. With his tongue, he created a path from just below my belly button to my right hip bone, where he left another purple bruise; causing my skin to break out in goose bumps. Lifting my hips, he wasted no time in pulling my boy shorts off of my body and leaving me completely bare. He continued to leave gentle kisses along each square inch of my body surrounding my core, but making sure to leave the place where I needed his mouth the most completely untouched.
I began to grow impatient, my body temperature increasing as my body filled with arousal. As he placed a kiss on my inner thigh, I bucked my hips up in frustration; practically begging for contact. Noticing my agitation, Chris almost immediately obliged, and I gasped out in pleasure as his tongue began working its magic against my clit. With each hand holding up my thighs, Chris swirled his tongue relentlessly against my bundle of nerves. I struggled to keep my body still as his movements continued, and failed miserably once he inserted two of his fingers into my core. “Fuck Chris, t-that’s so good.” I moaned out as his tongue and fingers worked my cunt in harmony. The wet sounds of my arousal grew louder and louder as I began to approach my orgasm, and in reflex my hands tangled in his hair; doing everything I could to keep him exactly where I needed him.
“Gonna cum, baby.” I cried out, and his encouraging hum against my clit was enough to get me there. My back arched off of the bed as my body began to convulse. To keep me in place, Chris took his free hand and placed it firmly on my lower stomach; causing me to scream out in pleasure. His mouth and fingers continued to push me through my orgasm, and didn’t stop even after my nerves became over sensitive. “C-Chris please. Can’t take anymore.” I struggled to get out the words, but he listened. Detaching his mouth from my core, he dragged his body back up my own and came face to face with me.
With the glean of my arousal still on his lips, he kissed me so deep I felt my lungs inflate. I could taste myself on his tongue, and my eyes nearly rolled to the back of my head from the intensity of the moment. I broke the kiss for only a moment to pull his hoodie over his head; relishing in the feeling of his bare chest against my own. Through his sweatpants, I could feel his bulging member press against my pelvis, and I reached in between our bodies and pulled his waistband down along with his boxers. Now completely free, his cock dribbled pre-cum down my stomach. With my hand still between us, I collected what was left of his fluid along his slit before slowly stroking my hand up and down his swollen shaft.
His breath hitched as I continued my movements, and he thoughtlessly bucked his hips into my hand to increase the friction along his trembling member. My hand twisted around his dick for a few more pumps, before I slowly guided it down toward my entrance. Once Chris felt the heat of my core at the tip of his cock, he looked down at me with darkened eyes — still slightly puffy from his previous tears — and dropped his jaw as he began to slide into me.
I gasped at the feeling of my walls stretching around his sizeable girth, and released a breathy moan as he bottomed out. Laying on top of me, he grabbed both sides of my face in between his hands and held it firmly as he began thrusting into me. His eyes never left mine as his hips rolled into me, and I watched in ecstasy at the pleasure visible on his face — as I’m sure he was doing to me. Our bodies smacked together in a steady rhythm and the wet sounds filled the room, adding an additional sensation to my arousal.
“I-I’m so sorry, baby.” Grunted Chris through deep thrusts. “It’s — oh fuck — it’s okay Chris.” I replied as I wrapped my legs around his waist. “Just please — please tell me you’re mine.” His voice sounded desperate and choppy, most likely caused by a combination of arousal and real distress. His choice of words and the tone at which he said them caused my stomach to do a flip, and I felt my second orgasm approach. Fighting the urge to give into the overwhelming feeling, I reached up and swiped his glistening lip with my thumb. “I’m yours baby, always.” I managed to respond through my cries of pleasure. Chris smiled down at me lazily before burying his face in my neck; leaving sloppy, breathy kisses along its thin skin.
My walls began to pulse and my skin started to feel like it was being lit on fire; both clear signs that I was extremely overstimulated as I was approaching my orgasm. “Shit, gonna cum again.” I blurted out just as I was hit with a tsunami of an orgasm. My legs tightened around his waist and my nails dug into his arms as I fought to keep my head above water, but my mind grew fuzzy as I spewed guttural profanities into the room as I came in waves.
It didn’t take long for Chris’ orgasm to follow, and that was made clear by his throaty grunts and sloppy pace before he stopped entirely; shouting breathless 'I love yous' into my neck as his cock shot its warm fluid deep inside of me. He eventually pulled out, before curling two fingers into me and shoving all of our conjoined juices up to my cervix. His eyes stayed glued to my cunt as he did so, seemingly in awe of the view.
“You’re all mine, and I’m all yours.” He said it so quiet that he might have just been saying it to himself, before he leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on the crest of my heat; earning a full-body flinch from me.
He came back up to the top of the bed where he laid down beside me, pulling me towards his chest and running a hand up and down my naked back. I felt so secure in his arms — his familiar smell filling my nostrils and calming my mind — that I nearly forgot everything that had happened prior to the past 15 minutes or so. That is, until he spoke.
“So, are we okay?” His voice was tentative, and he was very clearly afraid to hear my answer. I uncurled myself from his body so that I could look up at his lovely face, his desperate eyes scanning my poker face for any sort of hint.
“You will never, ever, speak to me like that again, no matter what.” I kept my voice firm, even when his face immediately relaxed into a grin. “I swear, I won’t baby.” He responded, trying to tuck me back into his chest, but I pushed back slightly. “And, I need you to talk to me about shit you’re going through, Chris. I’m your girlfriend. That’s my job. You need to promise me, you will come to me about anything, and I will do everything I can to help you through it.” He continued to gaze at me, though his wavering eyes and his chewing on his lower lip made it clear that the idea made him anxious. “Promise me, Chris.” I repeated, making it clear how serious I was.
Finally, Chris nodded his head. “I promise, baby. I’ll tell you everything.” I smiled, then, finally feeling secure in our relationship for the first time in weeks. “Then yes, we’re okay.” I responded before planting a soft kiss to his pink lips. “And you and your brothers are going to be okay, too.” His worried expression deepened at the reminder of his conflict with Nick and Matt. “We’ll talk about it more tomorrow once we get some rest, but we can make the tour work. You know, I’ve always wanted to visit Europe.” I watched as his lips began to turn up into a soft smile. “Plus,” I leaned forward to whisper in his ear, “I wouldn’t mind being your groupie.”
He dissolved into giggles at that. “But what about your job?” He asked tentatively. I shrugged. “I actually got promoted today. I was gonna tell you earlier, but y’know.” His face fell momentarily. “I got a raise, but more importantly I got more benefits. Including thirty vacation days.” His face lit up once again, and it was almost like I could see the weight lift off of his shoulders before he attacked my face with kisses. “So let’s have another meeting with Laura and your brothers tomorrow and work this all out. I can come, and we can fix this easily together.” Tears welled in his eyes, and he nodded his head before kissing me hard. “I love you, Y/n.”
I curled myself back into his chest and sighed, taking in the feeling of him mindlessly drawing random shapes on my back. This was the Chris that I knew and loved, and I knew that this is who he really was. He wasn’t perfect, but I never expected him to be. Problems come with every relationship, and of course there was never any guarantee, but I had a feeling that this night would vastly change our relationship for the better.
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emiliachrstine · 5 years
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idk if ur taking prompts rn but if u are or decide to: can you do a steckie oneshot inspired by mercy by Duffy? been thinking abt this since that ask for answered
OKAY First off, I’m sorry for how crappy this is, Ava. (I SUCK AT WRITING STUFF LIKE THIS) I had the hardest time figuring out how I wanted this to go and it’s probably not what you were thinking but I hope you enjoy. LMFAO this is how I imagine the lead up to Madison’s conception!
Steve clicked through the various intel they had gathered on Rumlow. He was now running his own domestic terrorist group. They tried tracking him after a few hits domestically, but they were not successful in capturing him. Now, they were trying to figure out where he would strike next.  
The door to the office opened. He looked up and saw Jacqueline poking her head in. He felt the tension in his shoulders melt away.
“Hey,” she smiled.
“Hi.”
Jacqueline ventured into their shared office and went to stand behind Steve. Her hands massaged at his shoulders as she took a quick glance at the computer screen. She caught a quick glance at the information on Rumlow. She felt her skin crawl at the memory of him. “Why not give yourself a break?”
“Because we need to find him fast.”
Jacqueline sighed. She moved her arms to wrap around his neck in a loose hold, then leaned forward to kiss his cheek. “You’re going to burn yourself out.”
Steve could only shake his head.
Her hands began tracing circles on his chest. He feels the immediate effect--a slight chill ran down his spine. Her hands ventured down to his stomach and she felt his body tense. A faint smirk crossed her lips as she planted a kiss against his neck. “Why don’t you come downstairs, dinner is almost ready.” She kissed his neck again, her hands traveled back up his chest. When she finally looked at him, she could see the look on his face which caused her to smirk.
Without saying a single word, Jacqueline made her way out of the office, not even sparing a glance back in his direction.
Steve was left in stunned silence over what just happened. Was she--was she teasing him? Was there actually dinner downstairs...or something else? He felt his throat had gone dry and his heart was pounding in his chest. Steve washed his hands down his face, trying to settle his heart and regain some composure. After a moment, Steve finally left the office and ventured downstairs.
There was music going and Jacqueline was messing around in the kitchen. He could smell it. Okay, so she wasn't lying about that. He thought to himself as he walked into the kitchen. She had a wine glass in one hand and was standing at the stove. “You need any help?” Steve asked.
Jacqueline was startled. She turned to him and smiled, “Yeah, sure. I got a glass out for you.” She motioned at the wine bottle and glass on the adjacent counter.
Steve poured himself a glass and got to work.
Everything started off simple enough. She asked him to start chopping up some parsley for the sauce. Easy enough. He scooped the herbs into the sauce and stirred in the ingredient. Then, he started to notice something. It started with simple touches to his back or arm, that grew into more intimate gestures. She’d wrap her arms around his waist for a brief moment, or nuzzle up against him and placing quick kisses against his neck. He tried to remain neutral in his expressions. Just focus on the cooking. He told himself and took a drink from his glass.
It didn’t seem to bother her--his lack of reaction. Although, who was he kidding, she could read him like an open book. She knew exactly what this was doing to him and she was enjoying it. Jacqueline placed another kiss to his neck, her one hand traced over his collarbone.
God, Steve closed his eyes and placed down the spoon. He turned towards her, his lips just barely brushed against her cheek. He felt her lean away. Steve opened his eyes and saw the smile on her face. “What are you doing, Jacks?” His voice was hoarse.
She traced her fingers over his jawline and gave the softest kiss against his lips. “It is wrong for me to show you some affection.” She asked, a playful tone of innocence dripped from her voice.
And just like that, it was over.
Jacqueline busied herself with boiling a pot of water for the pasta. And Steve was, once again, left in his own silence. He tried focusing on the sauce, constantly stirring it to keep his mind off the ever growing urge within him. He should be used to it--that level of intimacy. They had been intimate several times. It wasn’t his first time. She really knew how to work him though.
Steve ceased his stirring and placed the spoon back down. He picked up his wine glass and leaned against the adjacent counter. He looked over at Jacqueline, who was sitting on the counter across from him, watching the pot of water starting to boil. She caught sight of him staring at her. She smiled and her teeth just barely dragged over her bottom lip.
That was it.
Steve casually made his way over to her until he was standing right in front of her. She pretended not to notice at first. But, Jacqueline eventually had her eyes on him. She quickly finished what was left of her drink and placed the glass down on the counter. Steve watched her for a moment, the way her eyes glistened and the ever present smirk on her face--it was driving him crazy.
Steve downed the last of his drink and set the glass on the counter. Her hands grasped onto the collar of his shirt, guiding him closer to her. In a fluid motion, her legs wrapped around him, effectively keeping him close to her. Yet, Steve is the one who kisses her first. The kiss was soft--slow and passionate. Steve’s hands moved to her waist, slipping them underneath her shirt and ran them up small of her back. The action solicited a small moan from her. She carted her hand through his hair, tugging slightly. She moved to kiss his jawline and made her way to his neck.
“You could’ve just said something,” Steve said, breathlessly. “You didn’t have to tease.”
He felt her laugh against his neck. She leaned back and wrapped her arms around his neck. “But where’s the fun in that?” Jacqueline moved one hand to the buttons of his shirt, undid one and then another. “Should we take this to the bedroom?”
Steve didn’t have to be told twice. He wrapped his arm around her back and picked her up from the counter. He went for the bedroom when she stopped him.
“Wait, the stove, we have to turn off the stove.”
Steve nearly rolled his eyes at that small nuisance. With Jacqueline still in his hold, he walked over to the stove, turned off both burners, then carried onto the bedroom.
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B ro to the baekhyun thingy was so cute thank you so much!!!! Can you pls write me sth with Chanyeol picking up his trans bf from a long day at school? And his bf is really sleepy and they walk to his house together and take a nap? I'm so soft for chanyeol rn, idk what happened.. Your writing is great!!! And I hope it's okay that I'm requesting more 💐💐
And Chanyeol brings him hot chocolate to school when he picks him up?? I’m so softttt
Did I mention that it’s cold when he picks him up?? And his bf is like.. average height which makes him small cause,, as you know chanyeol is really HECKING tall.. I’m so soft omg can you make it a little bit longer than usual? Like the junmyeon thingy you did some time ago? They one where you forgot a detail and added it later.. thank you so much!!!!
yEET this is what i live for! 
also sorry this is a little late i kept getting hung up and wanted to write more and more but didn’t know how :[]
-ok bruh so chanyeol and you go to different schools but it’s okay because his school is just a twenty minute walk from yours 
-and! your school is on the way home to his house so there’s really no reason for you two not to see each other after school 
-especially because he follows you like a puppy 
-but anyways it’s one of the first winter days of the season! there was some light snow on the ground in the morning and it just stays cold all day 
-and while you’re waiting for chanyeol at the front of your school you just have to hope and pray he doesn’t slip on some ice and break his neck 
-last winter he fell and bruised his coccyx 
-and every single person you two met knew about it because he loved to say the word coccyx
-and you really really don’t need a repeat of that
-so you’re just like. freezing your ass off in front of your school while you wait for chanyeol and you’re seriously regretting not waiting for him inside
-but the school is one of those gated ones and it would be hard for chanyeol to find the building you would wait in 
-so you guess you kinda just have to sit in the cold 
-besides he’s probably almost there because your school ends ten minutes after his does and he really hustles over to see you 
-sure enough! there he is! your boy! 
-he’s a little out of breath when he reaches you and his cheeks and ears are so pink from the cold 
-and his hair is all messed up from the wind but his eyes are so bright and happy 
-he really likes the cold weather you almost forgot! 
-so he quickly takes your hands in his because like. that kid’s a space heater and his hands are so warm 
-and you say your hellos and give each other those gross gay couple pecks on the cheeks before you start moving 
-and then you’re off! 
-chanyeol’s house isn’t that far of a walk but it sure does feel like it when the weather is like this 
-and you kindof long for warm coffee when you two pass by a bunch of different coffee shops but alas... you two are poor students and your wallets are both pretty empty 
-chanyeol’s house is like a sauna when you two arrive 
-like his mother doesn’t do air conditioning in the summer but she sure does heating in the winter 
-so you’re utterly unprepared and have to borrow one of chanyeol’s t-shirts 
-which both of you are pretty happy about 
-so yeah his fam isn’t home but that’s okay because they trust you two (and trust you especially not to let chanyeol burn the house down while they’re gone) 
-and chanyeol searches through the cabinets forever until he finds it! hot cocoa! 
-so you’ve got the water on the stove in almost an instant and both eagerly watch it 
-yeah yeah a watched pot never boils but with the way you two are staring at it you might make it combust with your combined laser vision 
-chanyeol puts like two packets in each of your mugs and you think you’re both going to die of sugar overdose but hey it’s the first day of hot cocoa season you gotta go big 
-and besides it’s super chocolatey and good that way 
-so chanyeol goes in for a cheers but you’re unaware 
-and he ends up spilling all over your shirt and shIT he feels like a criminal how could he do this to you what if he burned you 
-but it’s chill because your binder got most of it anyways and you’ll just have to wash it now so it doesn’t stain 
-it truthfully makes you a little nervous because you don’t usually take off your binder in front of like, anyone 
-but it’s chanyeol! he loves you no matter what you know this 
-so you just change into yet another of his t-shirts and try and help him figure out his washing machine 
-dumb boi still has his mother doing the laundry for him 
-and of course what do you do after you drink some sweet delicious hot cocoa? you snuggle 
-that’s pretty much the rules 
-and it’s still pretty hot and stuffy in chanyeol’s room but you get under the covers anyways 
-and chanyeol just latches onto you with all four limbs because he’s that kind of guy 
-and you two just trade stories in quiet voices about your days and how you’re doing 
-and it’s really really nice just to feel chanyeol’s voice when he talks and have him so close to you 
-it also has the effect of making you hella sleepy too 
-but chanyeol’s looking the same way and it’s pretty quickly that conversation dies down 
-and even chanyeol’s hand that had been holding yours starts to go a little slack while you two doze off 
-everything is so warm and bright and happy in chanyeol’s tiny little room
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