Sending Vibes for those 2020 collaborations @stellamccartney X @taylorswift 💘🌿 #folklore #stellaxtaylorswift @taylornation https://www.instagram.com/p/CFXPvsYH4Jj/?igshid=156p3b4ldracf
“i wanna be defined by the things that i love, not the things i hate. not the things that i'm afraid of. not the things that haunt me in the middle of the night. i just think that you are what you love”
@taylorswift i am loving Lover soooo much! also peep my shirt, looks familiar? loved the Stella x Taylor Swift collab! 💗
Crazy how in just days I’ll have a whole new Taylor Swift album playing on repeat. It really does feel like just yesterday she blacked out her entire social media and dropped clips of a snake for the beginning of the reputation era. Shockingly that was 2 years ago. I guess it feels so quick when you’re involved with something so much that you follow every step it takes, album, tour then tour movie which came out just this past New Year’s Eve. This past year since the beginning has really took a toll on me. I started out homeless, living in motels, my dad passed away, I got scammed out of my car which was the only thing my grandma left me before she passed. When I made the move to Orlando with my boyfriend, things didn’t go too well for us as a couple either and mistakes were made and horrible things happened. I never got where I truly wanted to go with the company I transferred over here to but once I was able to start focusing on myself, things started to lift up and my job got better, and I got a cat. (I will never not talk about my cats.) It feels like the moment 4.26 happened, the song “ME!” really helped. It helped me keep my head up and continue to push through my life and the struggles I was experiencing. It took a lot of Easter Egg hunting but here we are, 3 days from an entirely new album and it’s only been four months since 4.26 but I’m doing so much better than I was four months ago. So thank you Taylor Swift. And I may not be entirely where I want to be today but that doesn’t mean I won’t get to where I’m going anytime soon. I’m so sad I won’t be in New York City for album release week, it’s always been a dream of mine to experience what it’s like during some of the most fun and memorable times and I’m so sad I’ll be missing out on GMA and the pop up shop but I’ll be celebrating here at home listening to the new sounds of “Lover”. 💗 @taylorswift @taylornation
Hey guys! I made this account like 4 years ago but I never got used to it and was very inactive. But with the excitement of Lover release week I felt I should give it a try again and really wanna join the fundom and make friends here!🥰 So here it is, let me share why I love her... It started when I realized my relationship histories always follow Taylor songs...🥰💜💛💚💙🧡❤️
When I was 22, I was such a mess after multiple crapped relationships and kept listening to IKYWT and 22 to cheer myself up trying to get over the pain I've got from them. I always kept blaming myself for falling for wrong guys (most of the times it was too late like you're already flying through the free fall...), and at some point I realized, the best way to get over is just to focus on having fun with my girls making fun of exes you know... That was around the time she released 22.
Then I listened to Begin Again telling myself it'll be okay, I will find someone right for me someday... It might sound creepy but, every time I start dating a guy, I was checking when I met him for the first time... (Apparently those were not Wednesday)
And I finally met my love of life in 2014 (ON A WEDNESDAY BY THE WAY GUYS, FINALLY....YES!!!!!) but still I was insecure and not confident in relationships so I was in Blank Space mode, I was thinking he would be another mistake on the list... So when I listened to Blank Space I was so happy to find she's on the same stage too 😂 I didn't tell him that but I sang it a lot to him over the phones. Lol
But he was actually the first and only guy who lets me keep listening and dancing to Taylor songs around him and accepted who I am and what I love. I sang her songs to him over the phone countless time (now I do right next to him). He films me dancing to her songs happily and he says it's cute and I should meet her someday. When we traveled to Paris, he took many pics and videos for me coping Begin Again MV. He begged me to stop playing ME! on repeat on the release day, only after 7 hours though, I shall forgive him on that.
And of course he kept playing her songs during the wedding and let me invite her too (she couldn't come but it's fine) and somehow it was everything.
When I had a serious problem at work and kept crying every night screaming I didn't wanna go to work, he always remind me of rep lyrics to cheer me up. He always reminds me of the fact that reputations, rumors or words from people who don't care about me or who are evil have nothing to do with my happiness and who I am.
And our typical conversation at home is;
🧒🏼 "Do you remember? The..."
😹 "I REMEMBERRRRRR♫♫"
🧒🏼: 🤦🤦🤦🤦
This is how I grew up with Taylor Swift and Ijust wanted to share ONE OF my Swiftie stories and how she's been guiding me through all ages....
Now I listened to the lead singles, then Lover, I felt... You know, everything fell into space like, my life is so complete. I can't just hold my excitement for the album to come out so i decided to come back to Tumblr...❤❤❤I have a feeling that this album will be filled with something I was always wanting to hear from her. I haven't listened to it yet but I know it'll be the best of best and we can all dive into the super positive, happy feelings and love she's in now. I'm so happy for her... ❤❤❤
So anyways nice to meet you everyone, I hope I can make many friends here 🥰💜💛💚💙🧡❤️
And @taylorswift , I love you and I'm so happy that you exist in this world, arigatouuuu 🤗🇯🇵❤❤
My friend picked me up from the bus station on the way home from Lover Release Week in NYC and we just *had* to stop at target on the way home so I could finally pick up my copies of all 4 deluxe editions 💗 I then got home and changed into my Stella x Taylor Swift shirt for a photo shoot 💕
@taylorswift I’ve been waiting since 2013 to say I’m feeling 22 & I can’t think of anymore of a perfect way to go in my 22s than to have a City Of Lover Concert and my birthday the very next day this is eveything I could have wanted 😌 it’s literally gonna feel like a perfect night 🥰 💓🎂 @taylornation