#still not as out as we wanna be but in time. eventually siruss will tell people he wants to be called his name. one day he'll correct people

[ancient-reverie]

realizing we have this system shit figured out on our own without the Internet is always wild.

like imagine coming up with "switching" and "being out" to describe things you think only you experience bc you're in the dark. you have no guide. you don't know this is A Thing.

and then discovering that everything you've been doing is exactly what people who know have been doing.

noticing most systems have a "protector" too

noticing that "mains" exist and can change

noticing everything you figured out in the dark, alone, without the knowledge, still fits the same pattern as everyone who does have that knowledge.

I could never think we're faking. Only that sometimes I might not be who I think I am.