#still won't bring the new medication to ch because im still anxious about the side effects but im way calmer now

[kaunisbaby]

me: OMG IM DYING THIS NEW MEDICATION IS KILLING ME I HAVE ALL THE SYMPTOMS OF HEART ATTACK AND THROMBOSIS AND EMBOLISM IM GONNA DIE IN SWITZERLAND AWAY FROM MY FAMILY HELPPPPP

doctor: *touches my chest and my tummy* *nothing hurts anymore*

me: wtf

doctor: you're one of the STIFFEST people ive ever visited. and it's anxiety! i unblocked some of the nervous ways of your chest but actually your whole body is like this

mom: how do you even LIVE like this. how haven't you kys yet. if i was you idk if id survive and im an anxious person

me: :)))))) who's surprised