#still. tiny sharky will live in my wallet forever
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Far cry 5 really was a terrible game with the worst writing. But by golly I was unhealthy obsessed with it for like, quite a while.
#i can't bring myself to hate it despite everything#I'm just really confused about what exactly i was going through with it#like ik ik everyone can control their hyperfixations whatever#but uh. genuinely i was so attached to fc5 that it was all i could think about 24/7. like some really intense maladaptive daydreaming#and literally overnight i dropped it and don't give much of a shit about it#i really dont understand what that was about???#like how suddenly i just didn't care anymore despite it literally ruling my life for ages#im glad i dropped it kinda because it was actually getting in the way of day to day functioning?? which sounds lame as hell#but yeah. anyone ever get like that? like having an intense fear of not thinking about something in case you loose interest#despite that interest being a hindrance?#i used to do this in hs as a coping thing i now realize. but i have no idea why it happened again eith fc5. except for boring job#.txt#weird idk#i got home from work and would literally just. sit down and think about far cry for hours#imagine a dude sitting ina completely dark room just going through the most intense emotional journey in his head because of#the most mediocre game ever. it's not even the best far cry gsme#BUT HEY AT LEAST IT'S NOT FAR CRY 3#still. tiny sharky will live in my wallet forever
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