#struggling kurop and struggling kanatap

[seangelfish]

STOP kanata calling angelfish ugh thats so cute 🙈💗 i love him but if he ever hands me an isopod plushie 🧍🏻‍♀️ like those things are my biggest fear omg. but that dorm story is so fun and i love how we get to see their rooms. i play a mini game with myself guessing whos bed is whose every time theyre shown in stories lol

also‼️ chiaki came home …. he was. a bit stubborn though but now i gotta save up again for juns event …… the things i go through for the little boost of dopamine they give me - struggling kuroP

Kanata would be the lover who’d call you all sorts of fish nicknames, he’s cute like that 😫💖 Aww, but isopods are kinda cute haha but that’s because I first saw them in Animal Crossing!!

YES! I love guessing which bed belongs to who. Sometimes it’s really easy whilst other times it’s kinda tricky (Kaoru).

Yay, congrats!!! Even if he took up all of your pulls 😭

Chiaki came home to me too. And guess who else came home? JUN’S FS1 😭💙💙💙 OMG I WAS CRYING TEARS OF JOY. I couldn’t get him during his banner since I was out of dia, so I was hoping I could get him when I was scouting for Chiaki. I knew Jun loved me back ☹️💓

But yes, now it’s time to save up again. I wish you luck on Jun’s Exceed event, struggling KuroP!! I literally cannot wait!! 😫✨

My lover, thank you for coming home ☹️💙

— struggling KanataP AND JunP.

[seangelfish]

THE JUN FS2 UNBLOOMED 😭😩 the groceries…. over the shoulder….. what id give to experience domesticity with this man 🥹🤕 saw a tl where apparently hes out with us (producer) and i just ☹️ let me love him begging on knees. also yea jun fs2 does fall short compared to the others in eden. ‘lets all dress fancy and not tell jun’ but we got his back exposed at what cost 🤨🤨 im guessing his front looks similar to the rest … they need to drop the mv outfit i cant do this - struggling kuroP

HIS UNBLOOMED IS SO CUTE. I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THIS MAN 😭 I literally just wrote (and posted) a fic about it because I'm that down bad!!!

They should've just drawn him with his chest out again for his fs2 5* tbh (like fs2 room outfit). Let us see his abs, let us see his muscles!!! If they weren't going for the formal look like the rest of Eden, they should've went with this.

LET HIS CHEST OUT.

[seangelfish]

sazanami ‘not yet, another one more please’ jun and who am i to deny him 🧘🏻‍♀️🤨 his bridal unbloomed is so morning after vibes THE MARRIED LIFE OHLORD that its forever living in my head rent free 🤕 need both him and kuro in ways that are concerning to feminism i fear. not normal will never be normal about them - struggling kuroP

(NSFW mentioned!)

EXACTLY. If he wants to do "one more round", then we're doing it!

MY GOODNESS. HIS BRIDAL UNBLOOMED IS PERFECT... I especially love how we could see a piece of his chest... He's just so dreamy...

Struggling KuroP, your words are always so true and real...

I need Jun to fuck me. Hard.

[seangelfish]

actually still unwell cause just as i recovered i got sick again 😩 BUT IT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE. JUN FS2 OH HOW I LOVE BEING A JUNP 😖💗 the ex-expo-exposed back ….. with the gloves … thats a lot of beads too sir i love him. ALSO that jun nsfw u have me seated if u ever do write it into a fic 😬🤸🏼‍♀️ him getting easily flustered is so cute but also having lots of stamina … hmm - struggling kuroP

iirc in aquarium (! era) kanata mentioned his mother being alive or smthn and then in altered (!! era post ss) it said shes dead 🤨 i was thinking bcs basis era stories were written so long ago that they probably forgot but then again. why dont they keep a record of key points in their story as it goes on to cross ref ygwim

Nooo, I hope you get better (again), struggling kuroP!! 🥺💓

OMG YES!! I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN YOU INFORMED ME ABOUT JUN'S FS2. I was literally thinking about when his fs2 was going to come out the other day... HIS EXPOSED BACK! He's sooo sexy. I need him so bad. Although his fs2 card isn't as extravagant compared to the other Eden members (which was kind of disappointing), at least we got his exposed back...! I cannot wait to see how his unbloomed looks. It better be cute!! 💙

Stop... I'm literally head over heels for him 😭 He's definitely a guy who keeps going even when it's time to stop, even when you've orgasmed enough. He'll stop when HE'S out of breath. (I am actually obsessed with that shared headcanon.) Anyways, the Jun nsfw is in the works, and I cannot wait to finish it!!

I'm glad you see my point relating to Kanata's backstory. Having his mother actually be dead would've been more impactful to both his character and the story, so I don't understand why they went through the 'faked my death' route. It honestly doesn't make sense. His mother's death was also something that developed his character too. They should hire me in their writing department. I've studied literature for years after all~ /hj

[seangelfish]

how are u omg i have been sick but the new hypmic trailer got me to jump out of bed for a bit cause i was excited 🤸🏼‍♀️ cant wait 2 see my beloved rap boys again 😣 also kanata's look back got me tearing up a bit omg 🤧 and its so funny to see how kuro's acting in the valkyrie's climax event pffft - struggling kuroP

I'm good (and extremely hot, UK heatwaves are NOT it)! I hope you get better soon though!! 💕

YES! THE TRAILER GOT ME SO EXCITED!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR SEASON 2 ESPECIALLY WITH BAD ASS TEMPLE AND DOTSUITARE HOMPO'S APPEARANCES!! (Can't wait to see Kuko and Sasara on screen...)

The lore with Kanata is all over the place tbh and I'm saying this from a writer's perspective lmao but don't get me wrong, it is depressing :'(

I'm trying to read the ! era stories first before reading the rest of the !! era, so I haven't really caught up with the newest stories 😅 but I have seen tweets about it, and Kuro's interactions with Nazuna in the event are so silly LMAO

[seangelfish]

i got jun’s secret swan card a total of 11 times but no kohaku 🥲 though for now this is the closest ill get to his bridal march card 🙈 i cannot wait for that event to be released globally aaargh the story was so entertaining and very much chiaki-esque with the cake exploding LOL - struggling kuroP

Nooo, why is Kohaku being so stubborn… 😢 Omggg Jun’s bridal march card is a must have! I’m hoping to get max Chiaki and Jun cards during that event once it comes to ENG!!

I haven’t read the story for it yet, but it sounds fun, hehe!

— struggling KanataP.

[seangelfish]

bawling bcs i did not get secret swan kohaku 🥲 on the bright side at least i still have enough and will continue to save for chiaki’s fs 🫣😖 also i cant get over baby kanata theyre all so adorable ‼️ like they at 6 y/o ong so cute ;wwww; baby kanata calling for mikejima aaaaaaaaaa - struggling kuroP

I WISH U THE BEST WITH GETTING KANATA 🥹💗

I DIDN’T GET HIM EITHER 😭💔 Swan Kohaku was so close yet so far… I got Arashi instead (who I love, but I wanted Kohaku 😔)

Yes, we shall save up for Chiaki’s fs!! Hoping he comes home in 1 PULL‼️

Omg baby Kanata was adorable and his little voice?? I was in tears. I love him so much. Thank you!! 💕 I spent yet another 10 pull, but I didn’t even get him 😭 All that grinding for nothing…

— struggling KanataP who is sad that she now has 0 dia on JP.

[seangelfish]

UNBLOOMED KANATA DROPPED 🥹🫣 OH I CANT TAKE IT ‼️‼️ my heart cant take this sil 😖 he looks adorable, souma and madara too‼️‼️ this gacha will really be the death of me - struggling kuroP

YES HE'S SO CUTE I WAS IN TEARS WHEN I SAW IT. HE'S MY BABY BOY!!! 😭🩵✨🩵✨🩵

Souma and Madara look adorable too (especially Souma with his tiny ponytail!! 🥹)

I tried pulling with what I had, I got Mao… Imagine my disappointment LOL

- struggling KanataP FOR REAL.

[seangelfish]

a bit embarrassed to send two asks in a row but did u see the new kanata five star with the marine bio club 😩 im going insane it kinda parallels madara’s myriad colours gacha i love them so much 💗😖 - struggling kuroP

Haha, it's okay, you don't need to be embarrassed! I'll answer both of the messages here~

Congrats on getting Madara's 5*!! The tour felt sooo long, I didn't end up reaching day 30, so I had to auto-grind for both Nagisa and Madara's cards instead 😭 But woohoo!! We both got Madara!!! 💗 And yesss!! Shu's new 5* is sooo pretty!!

YESSS! BECAUSE OF YOU, I SAW KANATA'S NEW 5*!!! Thanks for notifying me haha 💕 He's so so pretty, I love him so so much... I was literally gushing all over him on my insta story hahaha 💙💙💙

Madara's in this scout too, now that's kinda depressing AND it's a look-back scout, I can't wait to see the unbloomed cards!!

– struggling KanataP FOR REAL. I AM BROKE ON JP.

[seangelfish]

omg i too want the limited kohaku card but i must stay strong for chiaki fs 🫣🥲 i have to‼️ maybe if i could i would squeeze in a pull or two for kohaku 🫢 though i really want the jun three star that comes with it. he looks so good 😖 i love being a junP sometimes - struggling kuroP

That's true... we must stay strong...! But... Kohaku's swan card, it's so pretty 😫 YES THE JUN 3* OMG HE LOOKS SO GOOD, I NEED HIM SO BAD 😭 Being a JunP is great. I love the guy ❤️

– struggling KanataP.

[seangelfish]

and we shall struggle together 🙈 speaking of kanata, i was unable to get his summer snow card until the recent revival scouts for the anniversary but it ended up eating all my 22k dias and left me with nothing 😭‼️ he only cane to me when i scouted once on mayoi’s featured scout …… kanata is lucky i love him enough to let that slide ;w; - struggling kuroP

Nooo, not the 22k dia 😭 but at least you were able to get him in the end!! I'm so unlucky with my scouts nowadays, so I understand the feeling 😖 I'm even planning on scouting for the limited Kohaku that's going to be released on ENG soon, ahhh!!!

– struggling KanataP.

[seangelfish]

im taking my time with the current tour event even though i want the madara five star 😭 looking like im going to have to cram the remaining days in one go.

im crazy enough to start saving my dias for kuro's feature scout (i want all 5 copies 😣) that ... only comes next year .... but chiaki & kanata's featured scout is like soon . so im like super torn over it. - struggling kuroP

Tour events are so tedious, so it's best to do them earlier and strategically! I was procrastinating with this tour so I'm grinding a lot today especially since I'm trying to go for both 5* 😖 But I wish you good luck on the tour! Hopefully you get Madara in time!!! 💕

You're definitely not crazy for saving up! I wish I had the patience to save up, but I just LOVE scouting (and I produce both Ryuseitai and Eden, so they all eat up my funds...) OH and you're right!! Chiakana's cards are so soon, I'm actually nervous hahaha those two are my top faves, so I need to get them!!! 😤

I hope you're able to get 5 copies of Kuro next year though! 🤞🏻🍀 I wasn't able to get max copies of Kanata's first featured scout the day his banner was released as I only managed to get 3 and the remaining 2 copies months later.

It is a struggle producing someone with your whole heart...

– struggling KanataP.

[seangelfish]

do you play on ENGstars?? or on jp server? i only have access to the global server so i feel a bit left out sometimes whenever i see the new cards announced for jp (even though theyll arrive *eventually*) and how are you ?? - struggling kuroP

I play ENGstars mainly and JP casually! I hate playing on JP though since they lack the auto feature and farming dia on there is so hard 😫 But I get you! Like I want those new cards NOW!!! I'll be patient though... waiting for you, Hiyori featured scout 2 and many others...

I'm good, thanks for asking!! 💕 I've caught up with the current Nagisa/Madara tour and now I'm on day 12~ I want to catch up on my requests here too, but I'm also preparing for Midori and Kanata's birthdays! So, I'm actually pretty busy this week haha but thank you so much for sending this message!! 💓

– struggling KanataP.