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floorpancakes · 2 years

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im built a bit weird so even though this is mostly a holic side account and i talk about holic all the time if i see something holic related on my for you page my brain jiggles around like a gummy worm and cant process it at all

#its partly that im not used to people talking about it other than me #and its partly something weird my brain does when its mentally ill #where it decides random totally harmless things r 'wrong' or 'sensitive' or 'weird' to think about #sometimes it manifests pretty badly with more serious topics and gets invasive but #with holic its so bizarre and i want to talk about it so much anyway that it doesnt work entirely #stuff like buying holic dvds and then not putting them in the dvd player for literally NO REASON #or waiting til the 'right moment' to watch holic movie cause my brain is being weird with me #makes me feel like i dont have much control over how i enjoy this thing i like but hopefully itll ease off someday #anyway holic holic holic holic holic #lets fight those weird intrusive decision making floor is lava thoughts babeyy

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