#stupyd love

[jsolitario2000]

Estoy sufriendo, desde lo más externo hasta lo más interno de mi alma, me está doliendo, y no se como matarme por todo este dolor que siento en tu ausencia, quisiera volver el tiempo, quisiera que lo nuestro fuera eterno, pero es obvio que jamás será así, y lo sé por la misma razón que se que hay una lagrima recorriendo mi mejilla, porque lo siento...

[ask-the-jester-buds]

Does anyone here think valentine's is cheesy?

Y Hate quadrant apprecyatyon day.. Yts cHeesy, Yts stupyd, and Yts an excuse for people to do stupyd tHyngs over love.

UgH CheesY AS HelL, I Ha†E SeeinG ReD CoupleS ON †hE S†ree†S.

Bu† I†’S A GooD ExcusE †O HavE SomE †hemeD PailinG ~

[keveenleeang]

2/20/19

It's like 5AM and I can't sleep. So here's a non-comprehensive list of things I love about you (most of which you already know, but I'm thinking about them rn so I'm gonna write about it):

Your silly matches my silly. It feels so good to be able to be weird around you and have you be weird back.

Sometimes I still get worried that you're going to be like "this girl is too weird; I made a mistake", but you then you make fun of me and look at me lovingly and I feel better about myself.

The way you'll mumble stuff in your sleep. Last night you mumbled "I love you so much. So much" and almost made me cry from wholesomeness. Or when you'll move your hand around trying to find some part of me grab and hold. You want me even when you're asleep, and it makes me feel so good.

You have so many good interests! And you're willing to teach me and share them with me. You could get interested in the most boring thing ever, and I'd still want to hear you talk about it. It's so cute when your eyes widen and you get excited to tell me something about the Knicks or Destiny or Beyblades any of your other interests. I really love it when you teach me and show me things, not only because I love learning but also because you look so happy when you tell me stuff.

I love how your feet get so stinky and smelly when it rains a lot. It's very silly and funny when it happens. I really like watching you wash your feet afterwards because it's just so ridiculous that I love someone so smelly.

Remember that time we were in Central Park and you kicked that dead squirrel? Or the gum on your pants? Or how the first time we video chatted and you just rapped Every Day Bro? Or how we go to restaurants and people just forget about us constantly? Lmao. So many weird things happen to us. You're so interesting and fun. We have so many stories to tell people, and most of it is because you're so fun. My life would be much less fun and a lot less interesting without you in it.

You put in so much effort in our relationship and I appreciate that so much. Like how you try your best to take me out on a date once a week (though it's been a lot harder for us to do that this semester, nbd though). Or how you'll try and surprise me with gifts that I always love because you know me so well. I really appreciate the effort you put in, and I hope you feel that it's reciprocated.

How consistent you are. You're basically the opposite of me in so many ways. You grew up loved by a big family in the same house with the same friends, knowing exactly what you wanted to be when you grew up. I'm a little worried that you are going to get tired of my lack of consistency tbh, but I love that you're the same because I want you to stay constant in my life, and it's easier to trust that you will when you rarely change. Too bad my brain is bad and still worries about the worst lol.

You've actually made me more consistent. Which is pretty amazing tbh. I still have mood swings and get super sad, but I am much more consistently happy because of you.

You have one of the best, if not the best, smiles I've ever seen. You look so happy when you smile and it brightens up my world when you do. Not even figuratively tbh. Sometimes I actually feel so warm inside when you smile because of me. I'm so happy that I can make you smile. Your happiness is the most important thing to me.

You're so kind and empathetic. You try your best to be understanding and caring. And even if you don't understand sometimes, you still try. You make an effort to acknowledge that you are lucky and privileged, and you're very grateful for it. I respect that a lot. You're a really good person, much, much, much better than most, that's for sure.

You're very caring too. You probably care a little too much about some things, but that's fine. It's so nice seeing you care about small things like how shiny your Beyblades are. And also it's nice how much you care about me.

Not to be shallow or anything but you have such a nice face??? You're very handsome and cute. And the expressions you make are also very good. Also, I didn't appreciate arms before, but your arms are good shit. I like running my hands up and down them so much. And your hands are really really good. I really like it when we hold hands. And you already know how I feel about your fingers and peen, so I'm just going to move on from this.

You are really good at making me feel better. It probably helps that I'm very much into you and most anything you do makes me happy, but it's very impressive how much better you make me feel. You're so good at descalating me when I'm spiraling. You somehow just know the right things to say to make me feel better. Also you just know when I'm crying or upset even if you don't look at my face and I think that's wild. You're very skillful. Good job learning the meta. You're in the top one-tenth of one percent in the game of making Isabella feel better about herself.

Kevin is a dumb name but Kevyn is a lot better. Good job having a name that is at least a little unique lol. I like it a lot. If we have kids, let's just spell their names with Ys instead of Is to continue the tradition. Yt'll look so stupyd.

Silly ADHD boy is just like me and it makes me feel good and not like I'm a major fuck up because you do the same things I do. And you don't get mad at me for forgetting/getting distracted/being shaky and fidgety. I like that we are similar in that way a lot.

YOU SMELL SO GOOD.

We could be in the dumbest situation ever and I would still be happy as long as you're next to me. I think about that a lot, actually. If we had plans that went awry in a bad way, I don't think I'd mind too much as long as you're there to make fun of how dumb everything is with me. You know, like how we'll never see Illenium in concert. Or go to any concerts ever for that matter lmao.

You're my person. I never really believed in soul mates, but I kind of think they might? Which is wild considering how nihilistic I am most of the time tbh. I don't really believe in anything, except for you (and I believe in us but very cautiously still lol). Anyway, if soulmates do exist I'm sure you're mine because I don't think anyone better than you exists.

I have never gotten along with anyone as well as you. No one can make me smile and laugh as much as you. No one can make me feel as comfortable the way you do. No one can make me feel good about myself the way you do. You're basically the best at everything and no one can come close. I hope you're okay with me saying that. I know how much you like to say you're not good even though you are so you can force yourself to be better. Unfortunately, this time you actually are the best and there's no going up. Sorry.

It's 5:30 now and my arms hurt from typing on my phone lol. I'm gonna try and sleep again. Love you. ❤️

[this-could-be-anywhere-blog]

Shows for the end of July and August. If there’s something missing or details changed email me at thiscouldbeanyemail@gmail.com 

Thursday 7.20.17

The Menzingers, Captain, We’re Sinking, Reservoir Chameleon Club. Doors at 6:30 - $20/25 Facebook event

Friday 7.21.17

Break City Drowwners, Bittered, Night, Thanonaught The Depot. Doors at 8 pm - $3. 21+ Facebook event

Saturday 7.22.17 *BENEFIT FOR GOOD OLD TAILS SENIOR ANIMAL RESCUE* Bitter Taste, Chalmers, Godot, Symptoms Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7 pm - $5 Facebook event

Friday 7.28.17

Couch Jackets, Analog Watts, Dean Thomas Parliament Arts Organization. Doors at 7 pm - $8 Facebook event

Saturday 7.29.17

*BENEFIT FOR EQUALITY AND POLITICAL PRISONERS* War Orphans, Bitter Taste, Emily Del Rio, Matt Pless, Emme Tredici, The Twindows, Pleasure Kills Underground Bike Shop. Doors at 5 pm - $5 Facebook event

Sunday 7.30.17

The Ultramarines, Las Pinas, Trio Agave, Up and Up Tellus360. Doors at 7 pm - $5. 21+ Facebook event

Monday 7.31.17


Extinction A.D., Flesh Of The Lotus, Ralph Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7 pm - $7 Facebook event

Tuesday 8.1.17

Mannequin Pussy, Sleepy Limbs, Future Dinosaurs Fruition Collective. Doors at 6 pm - $10/12 Facebook event

Hemingway, Small Pollen, Spiderglass Underground Bike Shop. Doors at 7:30 - $5 Facebook event

Thursday 8.3.17

Guilt Trip, Sativa Cult, TIEM, A Day Without Love, Leg Day Lizard Lounge. Doors at 6 pm - $5 Facebook event

Friday 8.4.17

Iron Cages, Bitter Taste, The Grip!, Porklord Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7 pm - $5 Facebook event

Thantophobe, Wanderer, Night, Disappoint The Depot. Doors at 8 pm - $3. 21+ Facebook event

Saturday 8.5.17

*PAPERSKIN BENEFIT SHOW* Olde Tigers, Punktual, Human Collateral, Chumps Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7 pm - $7 Facebook event

Monday 8.7.17

Breaking Wheel, Vatican, Momentum, High Water Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7:30 - $10 Facebook event

Tuesday 8.8.17

Casual Burn, Treadles, Tomato Face The Kaleidoscope. Doors at 8 pm - $8 Facebook event

Friday 8.11.17

Mid Rats, Edgewood, Whoopi Sticks, Stupyd Cow Blue Moose Bar & Grille. Doors at 9 pm - FREE. 21+ Facebook event

The Blandinas, Deletions, Battle at Sea River City Blues Club. 9 pm - $5. 21+ Facebook event

Trench, Heartside, Seasonal, Crash the Calm The Kaleidoscope. Doors at 6:30 - $8 Facebook Event

Thursday 8.17.17

Future Dinosaurs, Leg Day, Bluffs Underground Bike Shop. Doors at 8:30pm - $5-10 donation Facebook event

Friday 8.18.17

Metalwulf, Punktual, USVSW, Human Collateral, BrucexLee David’s Outlook. Doors at 5 pm - $7 Facebook event

* FUNDRAISER FOR THE DROP J20 LEGAL FUND* Oak House, New Mutants Vol. 1 Issue 87, Easter Island, Logan Mara Bath House. 8 pm - $5. 18+ Facebook event

Sheavy, Beelzefuzz, Spillage, Witch Hazel The Depot. Doors at 7 pm - $10. 21+ Facebook event

Friday 8.25.17

Glazer, Secretary Legs, Future Dinosaurs, Small Pollen Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7:30 pm - $7 Facebook event

Narrow Grave, Ralph, Whiskey Dicks, Warhawk The Depot. Doors at 8 pm - $5. 21+ Facebook event

Flatfoot 56, Last Call Hooligans, Oldham Boys, Hold Fast HMAC. Doors at 7 pm - $15. Under 21 must be accmpanied by a guardian. Facebook event

Saturday 8.26.17

Night (record release), Outer Heaven, USVSW, Dean Thomas Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7:30 pm - $7 Facebook event

Night Birds, ExMaid, Disappoint American Bar and Grill. Doors at 8 pm - FREE. 21+ Facebook event

Percussor, Preserved Human Head, Harbinger, Fatal Agent David’s Outlook. Doors at 5 pm - $7 Facebook event

Saint Brendan and The Navigators, Please Parliament Arts Organization. Doors at 8 pm - $8 Facebook event

Monday 8.28.17

Minor Moon, Half Gringa, New Mutants Vol. 1 Issue No. 87 Little Amps. Doors at 6:30 - $5 Facebook event

EyeHateGod, Cro-Mags, Symptoms, Goat Skull Rebellion, Split Chameleon Club. Doors at 6 pm - $18-20. 18+ Facebook event

Friday 9.1.17

Avery, The Twindows Seventh Wave Studio (Palmyra). Doors at 6:30 - $10 Facebook event

Sunday 9.3.17

The Ultramarines, New Suede, Justin Angelo Band Tellus360. Doors at 7 pm - $10. 21+ Facebook event

Friday 9.8.17

Tyler Burkhart, Bad Heaven, Dean Thomas The Kaleidoscope. Doors at 8 pm - $8 Facebook event

Saturday 9.9.17

Human Collateral, Death Squad 89, Olde Tigers The Depot. Doors at 8 pm - $3. 21+ Facebook event

None Given, The Tracys, Sherwin American Bar and Grill. Doors at 9 pm - FREE. 21+ Facebook event (no event yet)

Monday 9.11.17

Dronez, Death Sex Advocates, War Orphans Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7:30 - $7 Facebook event

Friday 9.15.17

Baby Brains (EP release), Matt Kelly, High Heels Parliament Arts Organization. Doors at 8 pm - FREE (donations encouraged) Facebook event

Saturday 9.16.17

Dark Thoughts, QWAM, Whiff Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7 pm - $7 Facebook event Michale Graves, Wrath of Typhon, Metalwülf The Depot. Doors at 7 pm - $15. 21+ Facebook event

Sadistic Vision, Behead the Betrayer, Down to Ruins, Wrath of Typhon, Atomic 26 David’s Outlook. Doors at 5 pm - $10 Facebook event

Tuesday 9.19.17

Battalion of Saints, Nobodys, Cryptics, Mid Rats Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7 pm - $15 Facebook event

Dollar Signs, Future Dinosaurs Fruition Collective. Doors at 7 pm - $8 Facebook event

Porter, Wrath of Typhon, Tsu Shi Ma Mi Re, The Many Collored Death The Depot. Doors at 6 pm - $5. 21+ Facebook event

Wednesday 9.20.17

The Dead Boys, The Blandinas HMAC. Doors at 7 pm - $15. Under 21 must be accmpanied by a guardian. Facebook event

Friday 9.22.17

Paws, High Heels Lizard Lounge. Doors at 7pm - $10-12 Facebook event

Thursday 9.28.17

Dinosaur Jr., Easy Action Chameleon Club. Doors at 7 pm - $25-28. 18+ Facebook event

Friday 9.29.17

Dusty Booze and The Baby Haters, Phantom and the Killers, El Flyin and the Heathen Troubadours American Bar and Grill. Doors at 9 pm -FREE. 21+ Facebook event

Saturday 9.30.17

The Jukebox Romantics, From Parts Unknown, Flabbercasters, The Bro-Mantics Skid Row Garage. Doors at 7 pm - $8 Facebook event

*Lancaster NORML benefit show* Metalwulf, The Ultramarines, Off the Wagon, Main Street Sweep, The Hilltop Gamblers The Village (Lancaster). Doors at 7 pm - $10. 21+ Facebook event

Sunday 10.8.17

Zao, Jesse Smith & The Holy Ghost, Tonka Tuff, Flesh Of The Lotus, VoidHidden The Capitol Room (@HMAC). Doors at 6pm - $15/20. All Ages/21+ to drink Facebook event

Friday 10.13.17

The Gone, Nothingmen The Depot. Doors at 8 pm - $5. 21+ Facebook event

Saturday 10-14-17

Wrath of Typhon, Sonic Creeps, Darrow Chemical Company, Dead N’ Wasted The Depot. Doors at 8 pm - $5. 21+ Facebook event

Friday 10.20.17

Pissed Jeans, War Orphans, USVSW Chameleon Club. Doors at 7 pm - $12-15 Facebook event

Saturday 10.21.17

*3rd Annual Halloween Cover Show Skid Row Garage. Doors at 6 pm - FREE w/ costume, $10 w/o costume Facebook event

Racquet Club, Jared Hart, Young & Heartless Lizard Lounge. Doors at 7pm - $12-15 Facebook event

Red Scare Records “League of Nations Tour” American Bar and Grill. Doors at 8 pm - FREE. 21+ Facebook event

Tuesday 10.24.17

Citizen, Sorority Noise, Great Grandpa Chameleon Club. Doors at 6pm - $20/25 Facebook event

Sunday 11.12.17

This Will Destroy You, Sannhet, Bells The Capital Room (@HMAC). Doors at 6 pm - $15-18 Facebook event

Tuesday 11.21.17

Balance and Composure, The Stonewall Vessels, Young and Heartless Chameleon Club. Doors at 6:30 pm - $12-15 Facebook event

[ask-the-jester-buds]

how’s everyone else doing?

FUCK YOU ZAULOZ! FUCK YOU AND YOUR STUPYD HANDSOME FACE!

F3li, pl3aS3! I can’t Stand to s33 you this angryyyyy! *sobs*

[Felizt is threatening Zauloz from across the room, fist in the air while Mazilo Is tightly holding onto her trying to calm her down.]

✧✦✧ Honestly Felizt, there is no need for such rude language! ✧✦✧

✧✦✧ You always end up taking it up on me instead of reasoning the situation!✧✦✧

✧✦✧Would It kill you to stop acting like a wriggler instead of telling everybody how I --[bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla, Jesus he is giving kankri a run for his money]

♛~ Oh Zauloz my dear, You are just so handsome when you are scolding others ~

[Zauloz is having an argument with Felizt from the other side of the room, while Polima just hugs his arm and nuzzles her face on his shirt. ]

[Tybelt and Larkra are on their own little world, just declaring how wonderful the other is and calling each other “bro”.]

---- I LOVE LUTKAA! HOLLY SHIT! SWEET MIRTHFUL MESSIAHS! IS THERE ANYONE IN THIS WORLD MORE PERFECT?! ----

[Kapris is laughing and yelling his love for Lutkaa as he does a happy drunk dance.]

[Lutkaa just sits quietly and watches]