#tbf she’s fairly conservative still but has fibro and would really like to try it medically for her pain one day | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

clanoffelidae · 2 years

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Me when I was turning like 15 and my parents brought a cake to my church youth group so I would be the center of attention: nononononono-

Me when I was turning 21 and my parents told the waiters of the restaurant we were at so they could embarrass me but I promptly got out of my seat and put one foot on the chair: Give me the hat. I am conducting this performance.

#i was curious what would happen if i just didnt give them the hat back #but i didnt actually want the hat and i wasnt that curious #plus i was hungry #they also tried to offer me the alcohol menu even tho my parents had told them up front i wouldnt be interested #i wasnt interested - surprise surprise #still havent and never will be lol #i could say something like ‘oh i just want to stay sober and be healthy and not damage my liver’#when the reality is A. i have little to no self control anyway with my adhd let’s not add alcohol into the mix #and B. first and foremost alcohol yucky #alcohol yucky is 90% of my reasoning lol #thats the main bit #like i understand how it would look like ‘oh the overprotective parents dont want their 21 yr old drinking’#but the reality is im just not interested lol #my mom has said she’s cool with marijuana she’d just rather my brother and i use edibles #as opposed to smoking #bc smoking will fuck up our lungs #so its not the drug she has qualms with it’s the method of delivery #tbf she’s fairly conservative still but has fibro and would really like to try it medically for her pain one day #and when her friend had chemo it was the only thing that helped her #so she IS still fairly conservative she’s just had life experiences that have made her pro marijuana #just not pro smoking marijuana bc she’s not pro smoking anything bc it fucks up your lungs #and fucks up the lungs of anyone else nearby too #and her parents were smokers so she knows secondhand smoke well #which like yeah i think that’s 100% fair and i agree #if you wanna use tobacco or cannabis thats not my problem unless you do it in such a way that makes it my problem #one day i kinda wanna try and go somewhere i can get her some medical marijuana and bring it back for her to try #bc she’s lived with fibro so bad she’s been disabled for over 2 decades now #and if dragging my ass across the country to pick up some cbd oil for her is what i have to do to help her #then goddamnit ill get used to roadtrips

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