#tbh i dont know which one is worse. i fucking hate bbc. legitimately. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hadaad · 1 year

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something something believing in the greater good, believing it's all worth it through it all. something something. stretching yourself thin until you can't do anything but slide to the street while the dust and debris settles around you. never seeing the people you saved. only the ghosts that wait for you whenever you get home. being exposed on a daily basis to the worst parts of humanity but never believing that anyone is too far gone to come back.

#the fact that zaf transfers over from being an analyst at six and gets thrown into some shit straight away #and yet STILL remains the same guy full of hope and belief in the world makes me feral #he sees SO much. and he still refuses to blindly follow orders and *always* offers help to everyone -#no matter what they intend to do / have done.#he has a soft heart that he refuses to let the security service harden #and that selflessness comes out in such a huge way in the first episode of series 6 #the implications in the series finale make me wanna throw up.#i like to think he held onto that soft heart through it all but ... idk. i also like to think he went to some place mentally #that made it all easier to bear.#tbh i dont know which one is worse. i fucking hate bbc. legitimately.

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