#thank god i never pursued writing on a professional level because holy shit i would be useless
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you procrastinate making videos cause being judged is scary you're so close to being forgotten the hate's imaginary. kind of a raw ass line tbh
#<- me posting my story#i'm always like ''ahhh what if everyone hates this and blocks me and talks about me behind my back :((''#literally no one cares anymore lmao#i can't even remember the last time i got a hate comment#i used to get them at leastttt once a week#then i got in my head about everyone hating me and now i re-read my work literally HUNDREDS of times before i post it#it's one of my worst compulsions but i can't make myself stop#its not even like i'm proofreading them?? my mind kinda blacks out after the second re-read#it's why i always announce that i'm going to post a story post a day in advance so i have some accountability hanging over my head#otherwise i literally will keep re-reading it for weeks and never post it#thank god i never pursued writing on a professional level because holy shit i would be useless#i'm posting this on this personal blog because it's embarrassing lmaooo#this account is my diary for the 5 amazing weirdos who i appreciate dearly
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