#thankfully i feel the emergence from my blanket nest cocoon coming but for now im slapping the snooze button a couple more times ππ
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Emotional hangovers are so fucking stupid.
"Oh, you went out and had an especially good time in a highly stimulating environment for a few hours? Nice going, you just cashed in 3 days worth of dopamine. Get Meh, jackass."
#k.e.w.k. overshares#neurodivergent problems#tw mental illness#βspare dopamine? spare dopamine ma'am?β#cried like a little bitch (/pos) at the Glass Beach show and got handed a setlist for the first time ever#[not pictured: Me up on cloud nine while down on my hands and knees in the pit]#that was thursday and im STILL ankle deep in the dopamine red ππ€‘#its a pattern that makes me warry about having more than a mildly pleasant time#because i know im gonna pay for it later and have to very carefully plan accordingly#ideally: day of rest/prep β‘οΈ afternoon of rest/double check prep before Fun Event β‘οΈβ¨FUN EVENTβ¨β‘οΈ 1-3 days of emotional & physical recovery#[So Manageable β
οΈ Very sustainable β
οΈ Such fulfilling Adulthood β
οΈ]#thankfully i feel the emergence from my blanket nest cocoon coming but for now im slapping the snooze button a couple more times ππ#thanks for being patient about ask and dm replies and art updates#(i feel like a jerk but that emotion is self-inflicted#bc you guys are great & know im a barely-functioning Adult that has a Job and also does irl stuff sometimes so thank you ily π«°π₯Ί)
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