#that said i've been gaining more confidence lately w certain aspects
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i'm going through arr on my free trial alt on pc rn & watching these cutscenes r rekindling me creativity <33
#🌙.rambles#feels like how i was when i first started out c:#while i have also still been Big stress lately#resting w the sembreak . doing things at my own pace#is treating me better bcs. yeah. doing things at my own pace#don't get me wrong i'm still rather overwhelmed n incredibly stressed but i'm managing#patience. with patience i'll make amends in time. if i don't accomplish my goals then holy fuck that's alright#that said i've been gaining more confidence lately w certain aspects#as well as some of my energy#i wna ramble about today !!!!#walked around a lot c: & i like my fit#n we bought books! i was so happy! looking at books even n just recognizing authors n titles!#i still really love books. i should read again. it's been so long#& then w games too! n#realizing it's hard for me to return to something if i've been away for a while? idk how to explain but#that pressure maybe. bcs after missing out on sm in nier reincarnation maybe i'm a bit nervous n afraid to be active now#games like arknights that i've barely touched but am interested in#as well as enstars. i play from time to time but i started en on release & i've missed out on sm stuff since then bcs i'm not too active#gbf i haven't consistently played actively in so long. i'm still procrastinating on wmtsb 000#my backlog ;;;;;#i want to get back into writing. i want to play the piano again. but it's hard to start#bit by bit! one step at a time. i can't do it if i'm not kind to myself. i need to give my own self that support i need.#i'll start w setting at least basic goals for each day. doing necessities too like taking care of myself in general :^)#above all i really should be patient with myself. if i don't get it finished today then that's alright.#fuck if i never get rid of regret. even if it may seem insurmountable. i need to move on past the pain. this worthless heap of pain.
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