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sinkableruby · 6 months

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do you even get how profoundly unsustainable ougi's situation was. do you even get how badly it must have been hurting her. how unhappy it must have been. do you even get how she was doing the exact same thing araragi was, and it was just as sad and just as lonely? do you even get that "becoming herself" was supposed to mean she wouldn't have to be araragi's opposite anymore? was supposed to mean she wouldn't have to be stagnant and in that dark lonely place while he got to move forward, because she was supposed to represent his past? ougi will smile through the most fucked up shit. ougi will grin and bear literal actual death. can you fault me for not thinking she's okay when she's still doing the same shit that almost got her to kill herself? when's the last time you watched tsukimonogatari episode 4. when's the last time you watched ougi dark. when's the last time you really thought about it. tell me. tell me.

#it's just so not okay. whatever #monogatari spoilers #i feel like i'm yelling into the void #ougiposting #like. araragi's self sacrifice and ougi's self sacrifice. ARE THE SAME!!!! BECAUSE THEY ARE THE SAME!!!!!!!!#araragi plays the martyr. and ougi plays the villain. and theyre both fucking committed to the bit #they are both wrong in the same ways because OF COURSE THEY WOULD BE #ougi was a ghost. do you get what that means. nowhere to go nowhere to belong and destined to die. already dead.#that was ougi's life for 6 months. ougi pushed herself through that for 6 months #and it's almost like. that's exactly what araragi would do. and what araragi did do #their unhealthy mindset is the same and yet araragi gets to move on and ougi has to stay tied to it. forever apparently. that is BAD #sending this post to nisioisin tbh #monogatari #oshino ougi #musubimonogatari

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