#thats another mark against that therapist is im 100% sure esp after the eye contact thing that i would never be able to unmask around him

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also can i just say fuck facial expressions. like sometimes i dont have to think abt it at all but especially at doctors appointments it takes up so much of my brain space. theyll ask a question and i have to Put On The Thinking Face while im thinking about the answer because otherwise if you dont respond immediately people assume you werent listening or were deliberately ignoring them and get mad at you and its so fucking annoying. imagine how much faster i couldve thought up the answer if 95% of my brain wasnt loudly going "does this read thinking right? maybe scrunch the eyebrows a little bit more? what does mouth do??" the whole time