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neo-shitty · 3 years

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reading drown made me remember how much music personally means to me. i used to have a hard time sleeping back in 6th grade to the point that it badly affected my studies bc for some reason im wide awake at night, felt tired but still fully awake which made me unable to focus in school. so of course i researched what i can do since i didnt want to tell my parents (nasa google kaya lahat 😌) long story short, try listening to music daw 😭 so i did bUT since listening to music wasnt really my hobby, i didnt know what type i should start off and at that time, kpop just recently became big LMAO it was like around 2017 i think. so i liSTENED TO EXO since it was the group that i have been hearing around school AHAHAHAHA the song was baby, dont cry btw. it worked surprisingly, music does calm one's nerves. i didnt understand the lyrics ofc but just by the melody, it made everything around me peaceful. whenever i feel anxious, sad, or stressed, music is the way to go :"> SO EON STORY KO PANO AKO NAGING KPOP FAN 😭😭😭 parinig aq ng iyo po 🙇

pero ofc there were times when it was pointless. there were times na listening to music just made everything worse, it would just be another noise that would frustrate me more. kAYA ANG NEED DITO IS ANO TALAGA U KNOW OO ung pwede mong sandalan hahahaha kaso wala ako non :"> so while reading napapa "sige chan ahhaha sana ol sige sana ol may y/n ng buhay nila hahaha" pero real talk, it would be nice to have someone you can share all your worries with without feeling guilty of wasting their time kaya stray kids hopefully you wont be afraid to love someone freely 😌

uy pati nakakaqiqil si jae dito >:( pero no, bias ko pa den siya sa day6 <3 and the scene where chan was guiding reader along while she was riding his skateboard is so cute huhu ,,, lia is the mc in checkmate, correct?

para akong ewan kc you posted this 11 pm right? i always like reading/watching while lying down sO humiga ako kaso pagkahiga ko, inaantok ako agad :"> enjoying something while youre at your most comfortable position feels so ✨heavenly✨ but it makes me too comfy that it drowns me in sleepiness. like i need to sleep muna bago ako maka focus 100% sa ginagawa ko lmao eh since end of the day eon, pagod aq :"< SMALL RANT LNGS KC BIGLA KO NAPANSIN KAGABI HAHAHAHAHA actually pati this afternoon, manonood sana ako hometown chachacha kaso pagkabagsak ko, tulog. kaya tinuloy ko na lang after an hour of sleep huhu

speaking of hometown, im on ep 10 and its the first ep where seungmin's ost was showcased ! im really excited marinig siya later pag finish ko nung ep na eon. BY THIS TIME EP 12 KA NA NOH?? HOPEFULLY EHE EHE and yes justice para sa mga nababastos >:( daming cases here in our school last f2f tbh. ewan like kadalasan, based on my experience, sinisisi nila sa pananamit ng mga babae 👁️👄👁️ i watched a video/show wherein a boy got caught sexualizing ung kaklase niyang girl tas he defended himself by saying na ang ikli ng skirt ni ate girl but thats literally their uniform , scary honestly

pati ify sa ipis, idk why but im more scared sa ipis than mga daga kc naman ang ipis parang gagamba, bigla biglaan na lang mawawala :"> AH SO UN NGA DI AKO NAKAPUYAT AHHAHAHAHAHAHAH PERO WANT KO NA ULE 😭 anong oras ka natulog?

i just realized then, almost all my feedbacks (?) rants abt your works, may included back story ko HAHAHAH like sa obliviate, harry potter kemene. sa on the ride home, yung untog series q. tas dito sa drown -> ^^^ syempre sa checkmate di ako relate kc di pa naman aq pumapanaw Y^Y

btw how was your day? pag gising ko sa umaga dumeretso aq proj, sipag i2. advance happy eating for dinner !

HAPPY CHANNN DAYYY ,, ayos na daw kurtina nila di ko pa nakikita pero inayos daw ni chan 😌👌

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glad i came home to a whole ass diary entry today omg owo

6TH GRADE HELP ISNT THAT LIKE TOO YOUNG TO HAVE AMNESIA ;n; hala baka magfalse diagnosis ka sa gogol ha, tell your parents next time kung may ano. oh yeah, mas better talaga kung di mo naiintindihan yung lyrics? bc you don't have to think of the lyrics too. music stopped working as a lullaby for me when quarantine started so i resorted to yt vids. but i still go for music whenever my self-esteem is low. noise music really boosts it *u* exo-l ka pa ba now? or you didn't stan? sinu-sino nga pala stinastan mo omg?

dude my story started in g2 when i heard fire by 2ne1 on the MIT top 20 of myx. i was quite a casual kpop fan up until late g10 when i started memorizing members (which i didn't do bc i was really just in it for the music not the groups).

HAJSHJAH truly tho it's nice to have someone around :'( namimiss ko na rin yung time na may 'y/n' ako but it's been so long that i'm fine on my own na HAJHAJ JAE IS MY BIAS TOO BUT ANTAGONIZING HIM WAS FUN. t'was bc of this vid (around the 28:18 to 29:20 mark; literally the inspo for the whole fic). yep, lia's checkmate's mc! the part abt guiding sa skateboard happened to me irl HIHIH #kilig #reminiscing kakamiss f2f

yeah at 11pm. i think i posted it too late bc it's not doing too well notes wise but whatever, it's chan day. HAHAH glad you slept easily though! MY BIGGEST SANA ALL. i slept at 3 na kanina bc i was either too hot or too cold.

how long is the kdrama? also i'm really proud of seungmin for scoring that ost :'( go get it, vocal king. NAUR I DIDNT GET TO FINISH THE ANIME BC I WENT AND WATCHED BSD KDJSKLJ i'll try and finish it tonight (bc i was out the whole day + i might be writing later) i fucking hate men. icb i'm at the point where i'm torn abt having a bf bc i kinda want a man but they're disgusting as hell???? it's hard to find the good ones nowadays.

mga ipis kasi feeling butterfly jsdhjfh at least yung daga aware ka kung asan ;n; IM SCARED OF SPIDERS TOO JDSKFJ wag ka magpuyat l8r kasi monday pero eh depends pa rin sau

oo nga pansin ko din yung back stories but they're interesting to read naman so i don't mind !! SANA DI KA TALAGA MAKARELATE SA CHECKMATE JUSQ do not claim the negative energy from that fic

we went to my mom's office earlier bc she wasn't feeling great and she couldn't come home yet kasi nakabubble siya doon. we just go thome tapos yown diretso answer sa ask HAHAH magtstsaa palang aq mamaya pa ata dinner namin mga 7 pero yeah advance happy eating din sayo!

AND YES HAPPY CHAN DAY <333 lol narealize ko lang both my ults had sunday birthdays this year o.O and OO HAJSHJAH i watched the chan's vlog last night (partly the reason why napuyat ako) and inayos niya yung curtain sa bandang huli <//3 can't tease them anymore HMP

#toff.asks #👻 anon

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latinalesbi · 7 years

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Maybe I'm a rarity, but I have to say that as a 40 year old female I'm still looking for sex on a pretty consistent basis. Life may get a little more hectic as you get older, but the drive is still there. I think people in Hollywood tend to forget that about females. I think that might be the most frustrating part about the lack of sexual situations between Stef and Lena. I'm not saying that they have to show them having sex on a consistent basis. But just implied would be good.

I am certainly not suggesting that a 40 year old woman wouldn’t have a high sex drive. I don’t know if you’re single. It is a often the case that being in a long term relationship makes sex more challenging. Ironically for me, it was way more challenging in my first long term relationship than it is now. Still, I get that part of the show. I don’t like the way sex is always an issue. They have only ever had sex just because ONCE that I can think of and that’s when Lena put on the cop outfit. That’s not ok. It’s not a healthy representation. I blame Joanna for this.

Anonymous said: I'm willing to bet about a $1.75 (because I'm just a poor educator) that the pic we got today will be about the only clip of Stef and Lena we get in the promo on Monday. What's your call? The fact that the clip of Brandon and some random chick, that wasn't even in the first episode, made the cut for the last promo gives me 0 hope for anything even remotely close to promoting the Mamas. *sigh*

I would not be surprised. I was happy to get that one pic of them. I am pretty sure that pictures is from episode 2. I hope the promo is less focused on Callie because I am sick of her. I had a dream that the premiere was extremely devoid of stef and lena. It was very upsetting. That’s sad.

Anonymous said: Do you think would be upset about Callie ? Like blame herself or something ? She looks said in that pic. Not that it has to be about a Callie.

Like I said, it seems to be from episode 2. I think she might blame herself a bit. I mentioned before that she probably should feel bad. she knows what Callie is like and should not have involved her in her case at all. Could be about Jesus. Ultimately, I like that Lena is just supporting her. I love

Anonymous said: Every episode, which only a few exceptions, makes it seem like this season is going to once again be The Callie Show. No. No thank you. I'm good

Well, I’ll put up with it but I won’t love it. Callie with Aaron isn’t doing it for me. Aaron is an ass. Callie was callous with AJ.

Anonymous said: Hey did we ever figure out where Lena grew up. We know she went to Berkeley college but did she grow up near there? I don't think Lena grew up in CA but maybe I'm wrong. I don't think they told us but was making sure I didn't miss something. Asking for writing, thanks.

Not really but she went UC Berkeley (not Berkeley college) and I believe her mom is a professor there, so we can probably assume she grew up in the bay area. That is my head canon.

Anonymous said: Have you read "Only Love can hurt like this " on fanfiction.. heads up don't !

I think I know which one you mean and no worries. I never would. It’s not labeled correctly and that’s my biggest beef with it. You want to write shit and shitty stories, fine but tag your shit couples. Don’t try to trap shippers into reading shit.

Anonymous said: When you thought you cannot ship Teri & Sherri more, there are these "feed your wife" with birthday cake videos, and the deleted one, which is everything, the way they look at each other, and Teri's tongue ;) I cherish their friendship everyday, love them!

I do too, and Sherri saying, thank you for being born Teri Polo is everything. And Sherri ate that cake straight from Teri’s mouth lol

Anonymous said: After seeing Sherri's Instagram message to Teri where she called her an empress I vaguely remember her calling Teri her queen multiple times in the past. Do you remember that? Because it's been really bothering me the last couple of times that Kamar has called Sherri his queen and that might be why. 😂😂 And I really want to know what was said in that video with no sound. That tongue action.... I don't know how Sherri resists. I mean, I'm not gay either but even I wanted to kiss her. 😂😂😂

I felt like Sherri wanted to be a little extra. Everyone overuses Queen, for Teri, so she went above and beyond and said empress. She also went above by not saying my love, but “my magical love.” People swear to me that in the tongue video you can see sherri say something like “my girlfriend.” lol I have no idea. I love how Sherri does not even blink or shy away from that wandering tongue.

Anonymous said: Oh my god... Teri is so HOT! Come on, is it wrong of me to find her so sexy even when I have a girlfriend!?

Nope, these are healthy fantasies lol. I have a wife and I can think these two are hot. I think she knows I have a thing for Sherri lol

Anonymous said: I feel like we are going to get another season of the kids being around their BF/GF more than their family. That's totally normal with teens. Not wanting to hang out with their family as much. But we need some family scenes.

Joanna says family but then she says we’ll have immigration, human trafficking, etc. I don’t think they know how to let go.

Anonymous said: What's going on in 5x07? I know you don't think it'll be good but why? Also, an rhetorical question, but why the fuck is gabe still around in 8?!!!

I hate Gabe. I don’t know why he’s there at all. 7 has Gabe I think and the kids running around, Callie off somewhere with aaron, yawn. It does have Lena and her parents so I hope the focus is on that, but half the episode will be callie and aaron getting closer and I am already bored.

Anonymous said: Do you think monte sent the tweet about her and Lena in season 3 ep 9 ?

That’s an unresolved question. When you sit down and think about it, who else would do it? Sally? Who the fuck would plant that seed in her head? Only one person... Monte.

Anonymous said: Sherri looks beat in those new pics. Definitely doesn't look like the face of someone who just had a relaxing time with her hubby for their anniversary. I'm just saying....

Well, i don’t know. She looked fine in all the birthday videos.

Anonymous said: Seriously, there's just something about Kamar that is off. I just can't put my finger on it. He's such an odd dude. And such an egomaniac. And he has muscles, but his frame is very feminine. There's a pic on his or Sherri's Instagram where he is crawling in the boys play tunnel, and his bottom half is out and I thought for SURE it was Sherri. But it was him. Hey, to each their own. But honestly? My gaydar pings like crazy whenever I see him. And it's not usually wrong.

You’re not the first to talk to me about gaydar though. It’s like I tell people, just because I like Stef and Lena doesn’t mean I have to love everything that Sherri and Teri and Brad and Peter and Joanna do. I am not that fan. I am not going to see Brad’s show because it’s not my thing. I won’t go just because it’s fosters’ related. Anyway, point is. I am glad that Sherri loves Kamar, but I don’t have to :) Just like I refuse to watch Teri’s last movie, no matter how good she was in it. I can’t think of a more offensive movie.

#Anonymous

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