#the most innocuous shit causes the biggest breakdowns atm
Text
.
#I'm sick and exhausted so pls excuse the sad posting#but grief is so fucking weird and near impossible to make sense of#im sobbing at 10:30pm bc tiktok showed me a clip of yellowstone#and i burst into tears thinking about how dad will never see how it ends#the worst part is this has happend twice now with different shows#the first time was i saw an ad for Picard#the most innocuous shit causes the biggest breakdowns atm#and i can guard against the obvious stuff so its not as bad#but some things come out of nowhere#associations i had no idea my brain had even made#like how am i meant to prepare for crying in public all bc i saw a man whose mustache looked similar to dads#(this man was at least 20 years older than dad and a different ethnicity#but my brain made the connection before i was even aware i had seen him)#its so bizarre and incredibly painful
4 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
jpgxblog
E A S T U P M I A
lovewyll
Love Wyll Event: Wyll Week 2024
nonsequential
One thing doesn't follow another
mortal-kombat-altadefinizione
GUARDA]]~ Mortal Kombat #Streaming ITA Completa
alunasky-blog
Alunasky