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#the rest of the things will stay between me and god (probably twt w the circle thing or my priv bcs i dont want ppl reading it)
bixiaoshi · 1 year
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#thinking.... thinking....... thinking........#abt being a streamer LOL watching ppl stream rlly made me want to do it#what r the chances i meet someone that actually knows abt that stuff#like. in my major or completely random#without feeling ashamed lol like i'd never tell anyone except the 5k followers on a website abt it (all of u)#no but like. i'd need like a gamer pc which i dont have and i'd have to save for (another thing to save for)#aside from the set up like mic and headphones#also . one thing i wouldnt be able to handle well is no one watching me. so hm#but anyways. this is just a wish for now. i hope it doesnt stay as one but. it is#until i figure everything out. i hope i do one day. i rlly want to do it#anyways. enough abt what i desire i feel like i've said too mucg that makes me feel NAKED#the rest of the things will stay between me and god (probably twt w the circle thing or my priv bcs i dont want ppl reading it)#(maybe my journal. who knows bcs that has to do w another thing which is age and feeling like im running out of time)#(no u know what. i'll add one more thing)#there havent been too many things i've wanted to do so much in my life that i actually imagine myself doing but this is one of those things#and like. i rlly hope i get the chance to do it no matter what#my biggest doubt is that im turning 24 this year and lots of ppl who make streams started young so i feel Insecure but thats other problem#i hate hate hate this thought that ur 20s r the prime of ur life and that u must do everything when u're 20 bcs im in my 20s and i feel l#like im running out of time w the amount of things i want to do but im barely 23. im BARELY 23 and feel like im running out of time like#thats fucking INSANE imagine feeling like ur life is ending bcs u're 23 and u're not rlly at a place where u imagined urself to be#but as i said thats an entire other problem. feeling like im running out of time when im just 23.... ugh#ANYWAYS. i feel naked now i hope no one rlly read my tags LOL#jo.txt
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taegyuun · 3 years
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enhypen falling in love at first sight with idol!reader
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genre: fluff
pairing: enhypen x idol!reader
warning: swearing
word count: 1.4k
request: this might be cliché but can i request enhypen reaction to like falling love in first sight with another idol?😊 thank youuuu have a great day <3
notes: hi hi ! decided to make the idol be the reader because that’s what seems to make the most sense and also i don’t do ships so :) also i’m super happy to be back, never realised how much excitement it brought me to see you guys request things. thank you for welcoming me back :>
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♡ — LEE HEESEUNG
probably took place at an award show
yknow he was doing his thing, smiling, clapping, swaying along to the music and what not
then your group comes on to collect their reward and the rest of enha have never seen his face drop in surprise so badly.
like his eyes instantly fell onto your figure and hearts EXPLODED from his eyes
he could not take his eyes off of you for a single moment
dear lord - when you started speaking to thank everyone for their help he thought he was gonna pass away 💀✋
mans has never heard such an angelic voice
after that award show he went on a thorough search into your group
maybe on a thorough search on one member in particular
rest of the boys under the cut !
♡ — JAY PARK
walking to the shop
walked inside the shop
walked to the vegetable section
grabbed some stuff he needed
walks over to the bread isle aND OH MY LORD IS THAT THE Y/N ?-!;82&482&:&18
thank god he had a mask to cover his GAPING MOUTH !!!! because if he didn’t i’m sure you would’ve been like “why is there some dude going 😧😧😧😧 at me”
literally flushes the brightest shade of red imaginable
oh my god he has to walk past you too ??? good lord save him ✋
literally doesn’t know what to do with himself when your shoulder brushes past his arm
ended up somehow saying hi ?? idk probably you grabbed the same bread or smth and he’s like furiously apologising or handing it to you
and you’re like “no it’s yours 😡😡 i’m y/n btw !”
and he’s like “wtf no u grabbed it first,,,, jay :>”
and that kids is how ur mom and dad met.
♡ — JAKE SIM
he went to an arcade just to chill for one of his free days
thought it’d be a smart way to relax and maintain habving fun
ohhhhh did he have fun
mans went ham on the claw machine 😌
did he win anything? no
did he have fun? ohhhhh yeah. 
and thats what counts
as he was about to leave for some food, yknow some good old food court tteokkbokki, that’s when he saw you…
mans thought his day couldn’t get better and suddenly you appear in front of him with the rest of your group and a bunch of cameramen around you
he figured it was something similar to en-o’clock or smth so he just longingly stared without even being able to give you a small wave 😔
you did catch his eye though, you looked over at the perfect time and gave him a small smile, which he, very shockingly, returned
you guys ended up talking after that day on insta or twt how cute
♡ — PARK SUNGHOON 
pretty boy never believed in stuff like love at first sight 
so believe me it was a shock when you appeared 💀✋
he went to the ice rink pretty regularly, mainly when enha had some free time for themselves in between all the filming and promotions
he didn’t do it too often, but when he did he stayed for hours
it was nice to reminiscent on some things 
anyways
one day, he walks in, greets the owners like usual and gets ready to go on the ice
he usually goes there during work hours so not many people actually are ever on the rink other than the few young teens 
but he was surprised to see you on there, someone who didnt exactly fit the child to young teen age criteria
his heart stopped
froze if you will
he was in a w e at how simply but beautifully you skated
no tricks or anything but you were so graceful
he’s kinda shy so he didn’t do anything abt you 😔
thats until you accidentally bumped into him and almost knocked yourself over if it wasn’t for him catching you in the last second
after he regained a few brain cells, he finally said,
“i dont exactly recommend falling on ice, hope you’re ok.”
♡ — KIM SUNOO
ok boring idea but we all know how much this boy loves his skincare sooooo
he went to buy some skincare. 
dont you dare judge me im running out of ideas.
anyways
you saw him standing at this one isle for a good 15 mins with two different products in both of his hands and constantly switching his eyes between the two
you waited patiently. 
you wanted to see how this oh so very tense and suspensive moment was going to end
he was still standing there 5 mins later.
so you decided to take matters into your own hands 😎
“yknow, i think the green one is better for pores and the pink to keep moisture locked in… your skin seems to looks perfect though, so i’d say go for the pink one!”
mans nearly dropped both the bottles out of fear 💀
you scared him shitless LMAOOO
he turned to look your way to give a kind reply and instead almost dropped the bottles again but this time for a different reason.
HELLO????? THE BEAUTY ??????
you kinda stood there awkwardly smiling bc u still haven’t gotten a reply and hes just there like 😧
thanks you and speed walks away with bright red cheeks :>
♡ — YANG JUNGWON
he went to a park.
to enjoy the nature and whatever people do in parks idk i dont leave my house much
sat on a bench with his headphones in for a few mins before deciding to swing gently on the swings
his plans got cancelled bC UNFORTUNATELY SOMEONE WAS ALREADY SAT ON THE SWING AND IT WOULD BE SO AWKWARD IF HE SAT NEXT TO THEM ON THE FREE ONE BC HE DOESNT KNOW THEM!@!$E!K£$!@
so instead he migrates to some other thing idk
keeps a close eye on the swing…. kinda glaring but he doesnt mean it in a bad way i swear.
what he doesnt realise is the fact that the person on the swing is you. yes, thats right. you.
you also have your headphones in, with enhypens fever playing while youre very lightly practising the choreo
its not very obvious but jungwon notices the slight shuffle of ur feet and certain hand movements
and hes like ??? bc he recognises those moves from somewhere…
“oh my god thats my song”
this dumbass manages to say this so loudly you can hear it through the music…. the embarrassment seeping through you is unreal
ends up red faced and stuttering, apologising for the abrupt interruption
you tell him that youre practicing for a cover youre doing with a group and he agrees to help you out
yes, while very blushy.
♡ — NISHIMURA RIKI
this mf decided for his free day, he’ll go to a theme park 
yeah idk hes a bit coo coo in the head.
so hes just queueing in all the lines yknow having the time of his life going on as many dangerous rides as possible without practically an ounce of fear
fr built different 🗿
anyway, hes just in one of the queues for some of the chiller rides, not not scary but definitely not heart attack inducing
a few people ahead of him, stands you
youre practically shitting bricks, hands sweating and shaking
in short, youre terrified.
HOWEVER !
you lost a bet LMAOOO F
so now you gotta go on some dumbass ride 😒
you are not enjoying this to say the least you literally feel like throwing up
so youre like wasting as much time as possible and letting others before you so you can try and weasel out of the ride by waiting till the park was closed which was in like 10 mins
riki saw you and chuckled at what you were doing while simultaneously feeling very sorry for you
oh but we cant forget his erratically beating heart and not due to the ride, nah
bc of you ;))))
so he moves up the queue and yadayadayada
youre about to let him pass you but before you even get the chance to say “hey go in front of me idm” this bitch grabs your wrist and pulls you along with him
“itll be fine, i promise :)”
for some reasonn you believed him idk BUT you didnt die and you did what you had to do while also getting some cute boys number
so yes you did shit yourself but it was worth it
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