#the way these all take place in the last two arcs JSHWJAKWJDHWKDKWH

[meangirls2004]

ranking the times i’ve cried over hxh from best to worst to cope with the trauma

spoilers obviously

16. pitou using the brain thingys on pokkle: 1/10 more out of shock than anything else but it was like really disturbing to be fair

15. when bisky told killua he’d eventually leave gon to die: 1/10 i was PISSED & only teared up a little bc like why the fuck would you say that to him you know how important gon is to him bisky u were wrong for that

14. pitou vs kite: 2/10 definitely out of shock but also i was a dumbass and i didn’t think he actually died bc i thought pitou just reconnected his head to his body & brought him back to life to use as a puppet but. well. 💔

13. gon u are light: there’s not much to say here . u kno. 2/10

12. when killugon went back to NGL and gon cried: 3/10 rly sad i don’t wanna think abt it

11. killua literally getting impaled by swordfish stfu: 3/10 angry cry

10. killua fighting rammot and getting the shit beat out of him before ripping the pin out of his head🤢: 6/10 GODDDDD D DDNDD D i was so mad at illumi like i have never hated a character like this in my life i was fuming and killua was fighting so hard against it bc all he wanted 2 do was protect gon and i just. man fuck yoguuejeidhwdhjw

9. gon snapped @ killua: 6/10 i was very mad at gon BUEHDJWKDJSHDMN

8. killua holding gons like?? shriveled up hand LMAO idk but it was destroyed & he looked horrified: 7/10 horrible bad terrible worst thing ever (also when he was sitting in front of gons hospital room saying he’s gonna make him apologize)

7. gon & leorio reunion: 8/10 no. leorio was so dead set on saving him and when he immediately teared up and SPRINTED to him injust. wanna die but i was also rly mad at ging but i was crying too bc gon finally got to meet him so it was that AND leorio and gons reunion

6. killua asking nanika forgive him: 9/10 No<3 the way he hugged them after:(( and cried :((( like it’s not ur fault baby u were literally being brainwashed ur brother is fucking insane :((( n alluka & nanika forgive him like:((( he’s the best big brother and u kno he felt so guilty abt leaving his little sister in a place like that it makes me so sad

5. killua’s breakdown: 10/10 idk what to say i was just really upset and then when palm was like “ur the one gon needs the most rn” the floodgates OPENED bc he was so convinced that there was nothing he could do and that gon didn’t wanna see him he rly loves him so much i want to die

4. gon vs pitou: 10/10 HMM. NO❤️ i was trying not to laugh tbh bc gons adult form was so fucking funny but i ended crying too much anyway. killua was just... hhhjdjjmmmmm yeah. no❤️

3. meruem & komugi’s death: 10000/10 WAS NOT READY !!!!!!!!!!! i didn’t think meruem would have a character arc and i definitely didn’t think i’d like him as much as i did . komugi are u still there <\3

2. killugon going their separate ways: 100000/10 the fucking montage fuck you. and them turning away from each and looking sad i never want to see that ever again i never wanna go through that ever again it was the worst thing i’ve ever experienced in my life i swear to god i’ve never felt pain like that in my life

1. just the entire last episode: 100000000/10 i sobbed the entire time i’m not even lying like. all 20 something minutes especially at the end jesus christ