#there’s also a lot of r*** related content online and in media rn and it’s been a lot on my brain
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in a weird headspace
#just coming off my period so no surprise there but like#idk i feel very very isolated and hopeless and am dissociating a lot about reality/society#the downfall of twitter has fucked me up#i don’t know what i’m doing#i’m ill and receiving no support and it feels impossible to do anything more with my life than just surviving#there’s also a lot of r*** related content online and in media rn and it’s been a lot on my brain#i don’t have any hyperfixations rn so i’m just sitting here numb and waiting for something interesting to happen#living in poverty is so harmful to my physically disabled and AUDHD self#i want to go outside and laugh with friends in the sunshine#i want to be held and in love and support someone#i want to travel to japan and eat amazing food and shop#i want connection and meaning#but it all feels so impossible#/#i was so convinced that i had absolutely blown that interview#and then i find out that it actually didn’t go as bad as i thought#i haven’t been outside and socialised in so long i think that’s why my brain shut down during the interview#i’m not really fit for work but i need and want to#i’ll find out in a couple days what the next four months of my life will look like#guess we’ll see
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