#these are the same people that wouldnt let me see bailey before he died without event bringing that decision to me
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note to self: never tell family any personal decisions or plans you have. literally just do it without them knowing and tell them after it has happened
#in neg city#told them that i wanted to put in my two weeks and they were all like 'NO DNT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRNG W YU'#well. not exactly those words but its what it felt like#yes im Aware i dont have another job lined up family but if i have to go into that office for one more day i think i will genuinely end my#life. and would you rather a poor kid or a dead kid. bc i can very easily become a dead kid#its not hard to die in philly i just have to wander into traffic and thatd be it#they just make me feel so stupid and dumb and like a baby and now im second-guessing myself#and it just feels like my life isnt my own its theirs and its their judgement and their decisions not mine#im just sick of feeling like the world is ending which it feels like when i have to walk to work and deal w tom and how he treats me#this is why i dont talk to anyone. this is why i never answer my siblings text messages#none of them treat me like an actual adult#these are the same people that wouldnt let me see bailey before he died without event bringing that decision to me#its just so hard bc theyre like talk to us we'll support you and then they DONT SUPPORT ME#EVEN IF U DONT AGREE W MY DECISION AT LEAST HEAR ME OUT AND DONT IMMEDIATELY OBJECT
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