#they mock me for my laugh. my enthusiasm for whatever media im inhaling then. everything and anything is fair game to them
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#vent time#just ignore this i just need go get it out somewhere#i wish i loved my parents#i really really do#but all they do is mock and belittle me for shit i like or things i cant even control#they mock me for my laugh. my enthusiasm for whatever media im inhaling then. everything and anything is fair game to them#its annoying and tiring#and because of this i cant tell them i dont want to be an engineer#that i'll be lightyears happier as an english major#sure space and the mechanics of flight are cool. but so is brain surgery and zoology#and you don't see me majoring in either of those#writing makes me happy#its one of the few things that does#and its one of the few futures i can see myself in where i dont end up dead before graduation#and im trying to compile everything and anything i could need to convince them to let me change majors#but its so impossibly difficult since im swamped in my school work and everything just seems so pointless#since i know theyll hate it and fight me every step of the way to the point ill probably just kill myself so im not stuck in a major i hate#maybe then theyll see how wrong they are and things will be easier for my brother when he gets to college#and i'm yelling into the void of a public platform where ~200 people can possibly see this#wonderful#if youve read this far im so sorry you felt obligated to
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