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help… my new york thoughts are acting up again :/
#they’ve been sorta dormant for the past year but now they’re back and ooooof they are Strong#i’m back to watching nyc apartment hunting vids </3 and it doesn’t help that most of the youtubers i watch live in new york#i’m daydreaming about every single thing again..-#packing all my shit up and moving across the world to be in nyc :/#unpacking all my shit and decorating my first nyc apartment which will obviously be a shithole </3#wanting to off myself during my first entire year in nyc but trying to stick it out and not let the city chew me up and spit me out </3#everyone talks about how lonely is it when you first move there and i know i’ll definitely be depressed all the time from the loneliness lol#i went to a park the other day and thought ‘oh if i try hard enough i could pretend that i’m walking thru central park lololololol’#i just bought a new york mug from marks n spencer last week lol this is not helping#anyway…….. TLDR: jen is obsessed with new york city#you should’ve seen me 2 years ago. i was insane :/#but it’s nice that my intrusive nyc thoughts are back i guess.. kinda sad to think about but they give me a goal again 🤔#sighing so loudly rn#jen rambles
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