#thinkin about my birds (+ finch)

[ghoul--doodle]

I hate watching horror content and gore in almost all its forms but I have successfully made at least a horror and/or apocalypse au for every single one of my dumbass little ocverses

[sundayswithshan]

190317

 good mornin. i still swear this aint a biweekly blog.

ya girl survived st pats.. my last st pats in savannah, thank God. been thinkin of you whenever it gets hard. next week is my last week at work, so yeet to that. I made about $1400 over two days though, so at least i made money, but God at what cost. st pats is... rly smth. i am so wiped. i’m ready to not work and just focus on school for my last 8 months before i graduate.

speakin of school, you should be proud of me. i studied SO hard for my final in asian art history and got a 101/100. bumped my grade up to an A. thats compared to the 63/100 i got on the midterm. i also got an 85 on my shakespeare final which tbh i expected more bc i felt so good about my scene.. but 85 aint bad, still an A for the term. also an A in my third class. you know what that means? STRAIGHT A’S FOR THE TERM. we love an educated, hard-workin babe.

what else is new? i have some assignments to work on.. auditions, and some editing.. gotta livestream.. idk.

i’m starting a master cleanse tomorrow with my roommate. 10 days of lemon juice, cayenne, and maple syrup. tryna drop some of the extra softness i put on while cramming for finals and st pats, since ultra music festival is 11 days from today! gotta look good for south beach miami, right?

in june i’m going to vegas with my cousin nightwalk to go film some youtube collabs with daniel ferri. its gonna be litty.

i also got invited to join san holo’s street team which is so exciting. he’s really just the sweetest artist. it’s so nice that i can just straight up dm him whenever i want and we can talk about music or birds or something. he’s so precious and his girlfriend is so sweet and their pet duck is everything. it’s crazy that we’re mutuals tho. fb friends and instagram mutuals.. it blows my mind, but he’s rly rly rly just the sweetest boi. not to shade, but its nice to have someone that actually dms you #oof

i’m takin an extra class next quarter, thankfully no 8ams this time. but i’m at 20 credit hours a week now. so, prepared to Suffer, but i’m excited to graduate in november (a difficult feat to pull off) and move back to korea asap. i still.. don’t know how i’m gonna get there though. i’d rather not go there to teach english for a year, but i’ll do what it takes. praying God will show me a way. 

idk what else is new. i’m so tired. i might nap. i miss u. and i can say that bc u aint here snoopin so i can say whateeever i want. hehe.

see ya soon

shan

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If Only - bitbird (i say bitbird bc thats the label, but its like a ton of artists tht made this song. it’s an album labeled gouldian finch #02) A Different Way - dj snake feat Lauv PIRI - dreamcatcher (what a bop honestly) propaganda - muse

also if you just RLY want to know my music tastes, there’s a mix on youtube called Worlds in Ashes. It’s like an hour, but it’s all my faves. illenium, porter, zedd, san holo, seven lions, etc. that mix sounds like it was catered to specifically me. its wild.