#this ended being such a long post in the tags lmfaoo

[lucvly]

can you do hcs of being chris’ gf and also matt’s and nick’s bff

— being chris’ girlfriend + matt and nick’s best friend. ⸰ 𖥔 ͙

warnings: fluff, cursing, suggestive, not proofread.

a/n: i love this omg?? keep feeding into my delusions please and thank you.

— most times, you help them film their videos. you’re not really in them but they all love it when you’re their camera girl.

— when you’re at their house, you have to hang out in chris’ room, otherwise nick and matt are constantly talking to you.

— sometimes you’ll be in the pool with nick and forget your phone around the house, then when chris comes home looking for you, he just finds you out with nick. (“jesus, i thought you got kidnapped or something.” “by your brother, yeah.”)

— movie nights with chris start off normally, just you two cuddling on his bed and watching a random movie you picked out, but somehow nick and matt end up crashing it. chris gets so pissed because they’re interrupting your date but you have to reassure him that it’s fine.

— you’re always in their photo dumps LMFAOO. most of the time, their comments are filled with “spot y/n challenge go.”

— you and chris can’t have a proper date in his house because nick and matt always crash it. so you end up having to hang out at your place or coming up with outside date ideas (museums, picnics, etc.)

— one time you and chris were making out in his room, you were straddling his lap, your arms wrapped around his neck, his hands were on your waist— then suddenly, a loud scream from the door. shit. matt.

— “the door wasn’t even open.” “well it definitely wasn’t shut either, kid.” “shut the fuck up matt.” “dumbass.” “what did you say?”

— sometimes you and chris peacefully fall asleep on call, then you wake up at 3 am because matt stole his phone. he ends up begging you to go to the gas station and get slushies. you do.

— you three have a groupchat LMFAOO chris hates it because matt, nick and you always gang up on him.

— whenever they get in arguments with each other, it’s possibly the worst day of your life. all three of them tell you their side of the argument. (of course you side with your boyfriend, but you appreciate their trust in you LMFAOO.)

— you’ll get calls at midnight from matt asking you to get rid of chris because he’s being extremely annoying. followed up by a call from chris telling you to not listen to matt.

— you go with them on tour obviously. you and chris sleep together despite both of you having your own little bed.

— i feel like chris would be the clingiest boyfriend ever gn, especially if you’re best friends with his brothers LMFAOO.

— you’re always hanging around his house without him even knowing it. this one time he was out for whatever reason and when he came back he found you and matt in the backyard playing pokemon go. safe to say he was confused.

— on a certain occasion, you and chris were baking cookies. after you took them out of the oven, you left them out on the counter to cool down— big mistake. when you came back five minutes later, the cookies were long gone. chris was pissed.

— whenever chris wants to plan some grand gesture or big date, his brothers help him 110%. on one of your anniversaries he filled your room up with balloons and chocolates. like, on an insane level. after the whole celebration you had to call and thank nick and matt for the help.

— despite them denying it, matt and nick think your relationship is so cute. they’re your #1 fans honestly.

— ^ which means they take pictures of you all day every day. chris sends you random ass pictures of you two it’s so funny. (“look at the pic matt took of us lol” “when did he even take that hello????” “idk but we look so cute”)

— chris is head over heels for you and he loves that you have such a good relationship with his brothers. it makes everything a lot easier since you can tag along to trips, tour, and just be with him a lot more.

— whenever chris posts you on social media, he posts the cutest couple pictures. however, the comments always include matt and nick with something along the lines of (“PARENTS” “you’re both disgusting” “get a ROOM”)

[xannerz]

👶 rambling/life update time-

After like 10+ years of being here, I've told myself I'd start limiting how open I am on Tunglr abt my personal life. And it's not so much b/c I feel like I overshare too much? It's a micro-blogging site at the end of the day, and w/ a p limited following, I don't think griping about work or family issues now and then is really damaging to me or my image (a positive of not being a Bopular Blogger 🤢).

Felt like I'd come off as a whiner at worst (smiles fondly at my newly-retired!personal tag), but I think it's fair to say most people on here are struggling one way or the other, and I'm not too invested in being an enigma. Was like that as a kid - would walk up to strangers and blab about my family's life story. Strangers found it funny and charming - my parents, on the other hand, not so much LMFAO

I'm chronically online LMAO but Tunglr's never been my primary outlet, and I'm grateful (so grateful) that I already have a p strong support network irl (though my personal coping skills have fallen off and I'm trying to work on that). I have a lot of local friends and each of them are so kind and special to me.

I think my wanting to create some distance through personal posts is... really just b/c I've had a smattering of kindauncomfortablefrustrating interactions w/ folks that felt. parasocial. And IK it was a result of me being v open about my feefees in rb tags and personal posts. And Idk, after the last one or two interactions, I think I'm ready to ig choose not to talk about everything that happens as much?? it's still my blog, and I noticed I havent been chattering away as much lately anyway, but yeah.

I like that people can feel comfortable with me. It's cool. (And funny, b/c most people tell me I'm chill, but another friend's told me that I'm intimidating irl and i'm like girl what absolutely not I just hate everyone at this party LMFAOO--)

But I think it's just worth carving out some silent boundaries b/c the only conclusion I can reach is that those negative interactions in the past were just a result of - idk. People projecting enough onto me/our relationship just b/c of how open I can be on my own blog??? ykwim??

I hate saying this b/c it feels like a giant "dni! ever!" when it's not; it's more abt me filtering myself to help avoid negative interactions w/ people i barely know. I like talking to people! I like that I'm approachable (or so I'm told LMFAO), and I like to interact w/ folks!-- but I think when you get DMs from ppl acting like you've known each other for your entire life (not just respectful and friendly ykwim)-- that's... that's not great LMFAO it puts a burden on me to dance around that without being an asshole about it b/c i dont like brInging the hAmMER down on someone unless i really have to. idk if the person on the other end is in a fragile state or not, and it's easier not to up the chances of me triggering some weird meltdown.

with that said (time for a hard left here!!!). I've been stressed. I've been at the lowest point of my life for a while now - mentally, physically, financially. I'm extremely sleep deprived b/c I've been (predictably) fussing over Vigo for days. I'll be gone next week, but he's been responding well to his heart meds so I have to have faith he'll be okay while I'm out of town. My dr was begging me to enjoy this vacation b/c I look like a zombie. I'm gonna try to take it easy. I can't, really, but I'll try! I'll try.

I'll drop updates if Vigo's condition changes, but I'm relieved he's doing okay. Honestly, if it weren't for his breathing, you wouldn't even know his murmur's advanced at all. I'm grateful he still has an appetite and light in his eyes. I love this dog, man. He's just such. such a good boy. But there's just too much going on, and it's good for me to be cognizant about how focusing on my personal journal and crafts would be better for me in the long run, than expose myself to folks who simply might get the wrong idea about who I am, and DM me acting like we're best friends like whoareyougetoutofmyhouse i'm not your mother LMAO

ok. ok i feel better now. im gonna prep frozen boba from the freezer. peace and blessings on this friday ✊😔💖

[catholicdaredevil]

Hi bestie I hope you’re good! I was just wondering if you could give us a clue of the requests you’re currently working on. Because your writing is just so good I want to be mentally prepared.

hi bestie!!! i hope you're days going great and i just love you to death but i have bad news

i don't really plan out requests in advance too much, they just sit in my inbox till i get like a spark of inspiration for them then i just type that hoe out and post

i barely read over stuff bc i'll pick it apart if i do too much so i'll just like skim it to see for any big glaring errors and usually the little drabble requests i do i just type out in the tumblr answer box and move to google docs for a backup

while the long fics i do, i do plan out and write them in google docs and take time and have friends edit them etc

right now the only fics i have planned fully is the long series we are affectionately calling newsflash asshole and while my original plan was to have it very very long i've never written a long series like it before and i think i'm gonna have to cut the expected word count in half because i am just really struggling to stretch these chapters out to 4k each and i'd rather release them and write the whole story than stress about stretching them and then never finish it if that makes sense

i also have a fic in my docs that's basically done that's just matt being an horny asshole while you're trying to work (which funny enough @mattmurdockspainkink unknowingly tagged me in a thing with that very premise) but i gotta work on the actual smut part to it because that's where i'm the least confident in my writing it's just awkward and clunky and i feel like there's so much more pressure to get it just right or else it isn't as enjoyable

in terms of requests i currently have in my inbox that you're likely to see me shit out here soon (just because even though i don't plan them, i usually have some idea for ones that are gonna hit me) and if you don't see yours it doesn't mean i wont do it but those will be:

-trying to get the rest of the kiss prompts out this weekend (any left behind will just be done later, not like deleted)

-a college matt request that's just about cute domestic college things and it sounds so sappy and wonderful it makes my heart sticky

-a mix of two foggy requests that both base around him being nervous to make a move on reader and matt bringing up that readers heartbeat is always wildin around him so obviously they like him back

-foggy finding out he's a dad

-how matt would react to reader put themselves in danger to protect him and his secret (which i might end up turning into like a little side thing for newsflash asshole)

i hope this helps and i'm just gonna apologize in advance for my inability to follow through with as much as i have planned out here cause i already know i won't lmfaoo but everything will come out in time i promise

[plussizeappreciationfics]

Imagine: Confident Plus sized reader x Tom Holland

Slamming my car door shut, I sighed and walked up the few stairs of the front porch before arriving at the door and sticking my keys in the lock and opening mine and Tom's home.

I walked into the living room and dropped my purse onto the table. "Tom baby, I'm home! And I got you something from the mall", I yelled excited while grabbing the bag with the "King" and "Queen" shirts I bought for us in it.

I frowned when Tom never answered me. Grabbing the bag, I strolled up the stairs, walking to our shared room.

I opened the door and saw my sweet Tom lying on his stomach with his head buried in the pillow with soft snores coming from the pillow.

I smiled softly and approached the bed. I kicked my shoes off and sat at the end of the bed next to Tom. I slowly lifted my hand and caressed his hair, feeling the softness of it.

Tom whined and lifted his head with his hair pointing in all sorts of directions. I chuckled while Tom opened his eyes and let out a huge yawn before sitting up straight and facing me.

"Hey darling", Tom greeted me groggily after pecking my cheek. "Hey babe, how was your day?", I asked him while wrapping my arms around his waist.

Tom sighed in content and pulled me in for a tender kiss before pulling away and telling me that his day had been alright and that he had slept for a few hours. I hummed after he finished speaking and got up to change into more comfortable clothes.

"And how was your day?", Tom asked me, not hiding the fact that he was staring at my round curves and thick behind. “It was good, I went to do some shopping and got us a present!”, I told him excited while changing into a matching crop top and underwear, showing my round curves in all their glory.

Tom chuckled at my excitement and motioned with his hand to come onto the bed. I laughed walked to the bed and crawled over to Tom who engulfed me in his warm embrace. I sighed in content and asked him if he could grab the bag next to the bed, wanting to show him my present.

Tom obliged without a word and grabbed the two shirts out of the shopping bag

Tom smiled at the text, dropped the shirts onto the bed and grabbed  my face and gave me a passionate kiss. Feeling so many sparks when Tom moved his lips with mine. “Thanks my sweet darling, I love them and I can’t wait to put them on together with you”, Tom whispered against my lips.

“Lets cuddle babe”, I suggested, wanting to have Tom’s body close against mine. Tom nodded and got comfortable next to as he slipped his legs in between mine, and my head on his naked chest.

“God I love you y/n”, Tom spoke softly while running his hand ran up and down my thick thighs, him feeling every bump and stretch mark that was laid on my skin. “I love you too Tom”, I replied in the same tone.

“Hey, let’s take a picture and post it on Instagram!”, Tom suggested. I nodded as he took his phone from the charger and opening the app. I decided to sit on his lap and face him while smiling softly at him. Tom took the picture and I went back to previous position

.(A/n: pretend it’s y/n and Tom on the bed like this, but Y/n in her comfy outfit. I couldn’t find a decent picture on google)

Tom posted the picture with the caption “Love having you this close”, and tagged me in his picture. I closed my eyes in content and traced my finger across Tom’s chest, while humming a random melody. The steady thumping of Tom’s chest made me sleepy, when suddenly his heart skipped a beat and thumping quickly.

I panicked when I looked up and saw Tom ‘s frantically moving over his phone screen, he didn’t move as he held his phone in front of his face, like he was in shock. I sat up, the movement pulling Tom out of his trance as he looked at me, with pain and confusion in his eyes.

“Babe what’s wrong, why are you panicking?”, I asked him worriedly. Tom sighed, tears suddenly brimming his eyes as he brought his hand up to my face and caressing my cheek. “Tom”, I repeated sternly, desperately wanting to know what had upset him to the point of crying. Tom sighed and handed me his phone.

Upon looking at the screen I saw that Tom was looking through the comments of our picture he posted not long ago.

Omg Tom why let that elephant sit on you?

Ew, why didn’t he ask Zendaya out instead of Y/n?

Y/n should participate in the biggest loser lmfaoo

The comment section was filled with those disgusting comments. I started laughing, while Tom looked at me confused. “Why are you laughing?”, Tom asked me confused.

I chuckled before answering, “Because it’s funny how close minded those people are. They are not your real fans, because I’m beautiful, you’re beautiful Tom. We all are beautiful in our own way.

My thickness makes me beautiful, because I feel free and confident knowing that my hips stand out, my big stomach isn’t thin but big and soft to grope, my chubby cheeks are adorable, and my big breast or something some women are dying to have. The people who hate on me people just can’t see it because they are the ones with those stupid society standards.”

Tom looked at me with so much pride and love in his eyes. He leaned in and kissed me softly while his hands ran down my big stomach onto my thick thighs. “You’re absolutely right, that’s the reason I fell in love with you. Your confidence always makes you glow. You are funny, intelligent,caring, kind and so good to everyone, my sweet Y/n.”, Tom spoke.

I nodded my head and kissed him again before giving him his phone back. Tom opened his Twitter app and wrote “To those people hating on my gorgeous Y/n, you need to open your eyes and see that beauty comes in every shape and size”. I reassured Tom that none of those comments could pull me down. Never.

Tom put his phone on the night stand and turned to me. We made love for hours, Tom worshiping my body, and me loving every single moment of it.

Hey beauties, this was requested anonymously and I just wanted to remind every single one of you plus sized beauties that you all are beautiful and worthy. You don’t deserved to be treated as less worthy because of your weight, and if you’re being bullied or feel like you’re not worth anything you need to tell remind yourself that YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL and WORTHY<3

Love, blessings and all the best in 2018 to ya’all <3

xxx

Emma <3