#this is my first abo fic which im excited to dabble in!!

[panye]

fic post: feel my body come alive

Niall Horan/Shawn Mendes | 10k | Explicit

Shawn feels his breath pick up and his heart rate skips a beat. His throat starts tightening up and he thinks he’s probably going to have another panic attack. “How could I forget them?” Shawn says, defeated. “It’ll be okay,” he hears Niall say distantly in the background. He can’t focus too much on anything other than the fact that he’s going to have to experience the one, awful thing he’s been running from for the first time in years. Or, Niall and Shawn are meant to be on a long weekend trip to celebrate their six-month anniversary, until they realize Shawn forgot his suppressants at home.

A fic for @notjustsmutficfest