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luobingmeis · 2 years

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every day i feel like both the prosecutor and defense attorney for 3zun and all of my thoughts end in “would things have been different if the brotherhood was never formed” and then in every AU i make they are married and in love forever and ever

#‘every au’ is an exaggeration bc there is in fact my bare bones pacrim au #where jgy does fully get got at the start #but the spirit of 3zun is still there :’)#anyways i would say ask me abt my 3zun thoughts #but that feels like a bad idea #bc this is my 3rd time drafting my bare bones thoughts #bc each time i got way too carried away #anyways tho why reduce 3zun to who was good or bad or right or wrong #and instead think abt how between the clashing world views and personalities and life experiences #3zun consumed itself from the inside #like favorite trios that never should’ve been a trio <3 #this is where my lxc frustration and heartbreak super kicks in #bc like on the one hand what if he ‘left well enough alone’#and didn’t suggest the brotherhood? /would/ things have been different?#or would things still have gone to shit?#but then like lxc sees so clearly the effect their mother’s death had on lwj #but misses it w/ himself #someone said it much better than me but like. lxc refusing to know the truth behind his mother’s actions -> 3zun #if i remember to look for the post i think i’ll just reblog it bc i think abt it a lot

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