#this prob makes no sense nvdmkfks i love being the queen of confusing vagueness | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lilacbokeh · 1 year

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i hate how like.. spineless? (LMAO??) i am that if theres someone i know/trust/perceive to be a good person who says something that is upsetting to me or that i disagree with to some extent i just.. Listen to them??? like idk i'll just be like Oh... yeah i guess this thing i like/believe/associate with IS wrong or bad or stupid bc this person said so... and just like Invalidate myself Big Time lmao... UNTIL!!! Someone /else/ who i know/trust/perceive to be a good person speaks up in opposition to them and says Hey that's not entirely true or fair or there's more nuance to it than what you said. THEN and only then can i be like 👀👀👀 Ohhh okay yeah so i guess i WAS justified in feeling kinda uncomfortable/unkindly judged by what that person said... FLOP!!! FOOL!!! GROW A BACKBONE GIRL!!!!

#this prob makes no sense nvdmkfks i love being the queen of confusing vagueness #like i'm by no means easily swayed with Opinions on very important things like fuckin human rights LMFAO but other stuff on a smaller scale🤷#that overwhelming fear of being wrong & looking stupid or being looked down upon by people who are Supposed to be Good™️#i'm so sorry this is priv twitter level posting but i'm afraid to even open that damn app anymore so tumblr gets to hear me bitch instead😩😂😭#and like if i was asked to speak on whatever the topic is i wouldn't just like parrot what they said like I would still explain some of my-#-own thoughts/feelings abt it but in a way more like... Careful? Trying To See Both Sides kinda way 🤷🏽‍♀️ the lack of confidence!!!! slay!#mariah.txt

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