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#those comments r the only thing keeping me sane rn ngl.
orcelito
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What If I didn't have a brain of a pessimistic squirrel that takes everything out of proportion and can't deal with any thing
#speculation nation
#me getting 4 comments 3 of them being long & detailed and wonderful
#(which i want to reply to them so baaad but i dont have a brain rn. tomorrow i will)
#but i also lost Two bookmarks (gasp!) and i have 4 comments when my average is like 7 or 8 ish. sometimes more.
#and my brain is like 'do people not like it? 😭'
#trying to beat my brain back with a stick like a: this is a Long Chapter so people will need time to absorb it
#and b: even if i dont have a ton of reception i still have 3 very detailed comments that express how much they love it
#those comments r the only thing keeping me sane rn ngl.
#this is why people say not to rely on reception for satisfaction with ur own work bc it will never be enough
#god i really hope andi can recover enough to return to beta reading soon bc i am losing my mind
#might also be the sleep deprivation talking. but The Anxiety is easier to ignore if i have someone there to reassure me
#prior to posting. so that i know at Least one person enjoys it.
#ughhhhhhngg me planning on A Part being included next chapter that is uhhh
#kind of a difficult topic to cover. Essential but idk how ppl will feel about it. im gonna include it but i will be anxious about it.
#ngl anytime i have smth that is Uhhh taking any kind of stance with anything or making any kind of statement
#it makes me so anxious to put that out there. so many little emails to tell people how i view the world...
#just currently dealing with smth i thought was good n reasonable n important that has gotten 0 attention and im just like
#i hope ppl dont hate it... i hope that's not why im losing bookmarks....
#maybe ppl have just lost interest in the game. or maybe ppl hate where im going with the story.
#i CANNOT tell and it drives me insane. little hampster beaver brain needs to Not.
#maybe its time to sleep. can u tell by this post that i can barely keep my eyes open rn? i think i probably could tell.
#discacc shit
#sure lol it deals with it enough
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