#thry r doing some rad cyanobacteria stuff in india. also in Germany
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#my brain: what if u just lay down and listen to radiohead all day#me: ...hey uh r u doing ok?#i might do it lmao bc i need to read papers and write stuff#so i could justify if. just laying here and listening to radiohead as i work#im just feeling blah. itll pass soon enough#sending out another round of emails to a bunch of old men like: pwease let me join ur lab?#bc all the photosynthesis guys are old ass men apparently. mostly white or indian#thry r doing some rad cyanobacteria stuff in india. also in Germany#sigh... energy where? how?#im just so tired. is it anemia? oh fuck its probably pms nooooooooo#i have to go out in the field starting Thursday 😭 i dont wanna deal with the agony of my body in revolt#on top of hours and hours of tedious field work rip#skip me pls body. pls dont do that to me#lmao one of the guys emailed me back already and copied another professor 😭 like my guy thank u for taking me seriously#also hes from an area of the us i would love to visit at the v least so 👀#unrelated#oh god. the intrusive thoughts r kicking up. shut up. shut up shut up.#waste of time. shut the fuck up. go away#so fucking annoying. brain why? stop beaming me stupid terrible impulses#dont listen to them. i dont have time for that shit. shut up
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