#timeloops... ghshajaghshs

[sawyer-is-eepy]

character who ends up in a timeloop, and uses the timeloop to be as productive as possible.

they soon figure out what's going on, it's not that hard. they get excited at all the prospects, and are intrigued to find out what caused it.

the loop is short, but they find ways to still maximize the amount of time spent learning. they use it to study things, they use it to go places and do things they wanted to do. they feel as if they're "winning" the loop.

loops pass, and they slowly start realizing how much this is going to kill them. they slowly start uncovering things they didn't wanna know. they die horribly time and time again, but they can never explain that to anyone. they're sick of everyone staying the same. they're sick of who they've become, bitter and hollow. they feel isolated and they've been avoiding ending the loop because they don't know how to talk to people anymore. they can't relate to anyone anymore. they can't be normal. the loop has consumed them.

they know they can end it. but they stay out of fear.

not fear of dying, they've done that before, not fear of consequences, they could learn to be careful again, but fear of who they used to be, and the fact that they can't remember that.

there's no good way out. they were so excited to learn. they were so excited to have this opportunity. but now they're just sad.

this is about me playing outer wilds, by the way