#tlpm drafts

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lmao wait what if I open the last palindrome moths (semi-epistolary oc book) with the love poem of my "worst man alive" character

(context: he's married, but in love with another married woman)

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found out you can differentiate povs in epistolary novels by changing the font to fit the personality. might try it out for ahwile but still not sure

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i hate writing... it makes me look up things like "what do vets use to euthanize" in case I want to write a sentence back in or "what's that thingy in the door".

also the thing with the door is a "jamb"

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im trying very hard to make leandro vampire-coded

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taking a writing break to say "god you're an idiot" at whichever character you're dictating, then continuing as usual like a god exercising predestination.

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i need to stop accidentally semi-rhyming things while i write it makes me look like a dweeb

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sorry ive been taking a lot of screenshots of the exorcist pages because i want the third time loop of tlpm to sound like this and I need to take notes on how to write like this... frenetic and quickly going through events in 3rd person omniscient but somehow personal in how it weaves in the characters' thought process...i promise im not just screencapping the funny parts i am Serious People

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update: i am rewritting tlpm/etib again

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ok changing tlpm so mercedes survived the earthquake. everything still sucks but a little less so

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trying to write tlpm like diary entries, and i knoww i should cut this part because it's superfluous but i know leandro's so bored out of his mind at this point that he's trying to go back to his old hobbies as a wannabe poet and this is technically his diary

i'll make up for it by putting drawings in Nausica's part to indicate that she's learning to be happy again but first you must get cringe.

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my old writing notes are all over the place...

i'm not putting that last part in, me from 3 years ago.

i think the lesbian fiction thing was a reminder to read something but i cant remember

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varenka aint even trying to invade she's trying to call for help. anyways i think it'd be fucked up if a portal opened up to a dying world and people started worshiping the hole itself as god due to religious iconography bearing resemblance

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need to decide if varenka is still alive in tlpm or not, but i think it'd be better if she was. constant looming threat of a brood parasite child that's replaced yours and not being sure what it means or what's happening. i think that's enough stakes

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