#tlpm drafts

[mourningmaybells]

lmao wait what if I open the last palindrome moths (semi-epistolary oc book) with the love poem of my "worst man alive" character

(context: he's married, but in love with another married woman)

[mourningmaybells]

found out you can differentiate povs in epistolary novels by changing the font to fit the personality. might try it out for ahwile but still not sure

[mourningmaybells]

i hate writing... it makes me look up things like "what do vets use to euthanize" in case I want to write a sentence back in or "what's that thingy in the door".

also the thing with the door is a "jamb"

[mourningmaybells]

the problem with giving ocs interests that aren't your own is that you have to do research and i love research except when i don't

[mourningmaybells]

im trying very hard to make leandro vampire-coded

[mourningmaybells]

taking a writing break to say "god you're an idiot" at whichever character you're dictating, then continuing as usual like a god exercising predestination.

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i need to stop accidentally semi-rhyming things while i write it makes me look like a dweeb

[mourningmaybells]

sorry ive been taking a lot of screenshots of the exorcist pages because i want the third time loop of tlpm to sound like this and I need to take notes on how to write like this... frenetic and quickly going through events in 3rd person omniscient but somehow personal in how it weaves in the characters' thought process...i promise im not just screencapping the funny parts i am Serious People

[mourningmaybells]

sometimes my thought process on naming ocs requires 70+ tabs open on etymology websites and related pdfs, other times it's like "siyon-elissa sounds like mona lisa, and vicenta sima sounds like a perfume brand lmao "

[mourningmaybells]

oh how the gears keep turning the same direction

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need to finalize a leandro design ive been avoiding drawing his entire design on purpose

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huli’s fursona is a lion while leandro’s is a sea lion hope this clears things up

[mourningmaybells]

If Leandro knew Claudio was Siyon and Aciano’s band aid baby, and Claudio knew Leandro was Siyon and [Leandro’s father’s] unplanned pregnancy they would absolutely use it as ammo in a fight. But alas.

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Summary

[mourningmaybells]

i just think its funny if you pay a guy to find the murderer of your father-in-law, knowing full well this guy wanted to kill him too as much as he wanted to be his real son, who you're married to in a relationship that feels like a chess stalemate.