#to have someone give me affection unconditionally and its so hars to find someone. ive been depressed and spending so much money
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#ive been so emotional lately#ive cried sososos much. maybe because i got rejected by my boss. i cried for a good half hour and even if we're still friends and act normal#i cant help but feel sad. i feel sad about something that never even started. maybe its because of my dreams my hopes were to high.#it makes me sad. i always bring up that i wasted 7 years with someone i thought would love me forever#and now im lost and don't know anything about love they were the only thing i knew about love and it was for not. i miss being in love#to have someone give me affection unconditionally and its so hars to find someone. ive been depressed and spending so much money#just to feel something... ive been reading so much shoujo/slice of life to experience something i missed out on#i wish i never dated anyone and just focused on friendships. but if i did that i wouldn't have my beloved friends i have now#but still i wish he liked me back i havent cried this much since the break up#and. now i face the mortality of my beloved cat and i cant stand the thought of losing her shes already five and i have about 7 more years#i hope at least 7 more years with my little girl i really dont want to lose cornchip i love her so much even if shes a trouble maker#I'll tag this later just cuz idk if theyre still stalking me. i haven't checked in a while
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