#took too much time on the bg….just to blur and darken it…..

[saydada]

“Miles!”

“Guys! ..Wait, don’t jUMP ALL AT ONCE—“

[monstaxardeur]

Warnings: Suggestive

It was a dimly lit intimate party with close friends. Mostly new friends for you but you liked the vibe, somehow you managed to get along with most people you encountered. Of course there was the occasional, some people leaving early, some joining late just to be in a corner with some folks and some who were more of the talk of the town. Yellow dimmed lights and soft music in the bg accompanied with the murmurs of the crowd had you zone out often. You were missing your friends back home and a few too many beers the emotions surfaced easily. Being the quiet one by choice had you attract the passing looks of another such like you. He felt so familiar even with his mask, his beanie showed his forehead and the look was quite attractive, you could tell he was a cute boy and you didn't think you were ready for accepting attractive people would find you desirable. However through the course of the evening, there was obvious flirtation happening with the said cute boy, sometimes with the help of a talk of a crowd of people or with mundane things like asking for another beer or finding excuses to ask where your mutual friend went even though you both knew where they went.

Although after a while you kind of secluded into the balcony area, you took an important call from a friend and just kind of stayed there wondering this was pointless you should head home. But just then, in your bubble of peace away from the music and the people, someone joined you. His mask had been stashed away and you found it hard to keep up the flirtation knowing who he was. He didn't have a clue and you felt your heart skip a few beats.

"Oh so you ARE here. Thought you'd left without a goodbye." his voice was deeper and without the mask on it all just hit different but he was a gentle talker. You chuckeled trying to hide your obvious flustered look but he seemed to notice you blush and truth be told he loved it. You were looking on from the railing and he stood right next to you with his back leaning to the rails arms resting in the ledge. "I am prone to doing that but I'll make sure I say goodbye now that you mention it." He nodded and smiled showing off his cute dimples. That smile that god damned smile had you zone out so bad you didn't pay attention to what he asked and felt very embarassed when you snapped out and nervously asked. "I'm sorry what?" He hadn't been looking your way but he turned to you with a side smile as if he knew what was going through your head. The whole thing just made you a little more self concious but it was immediately clouded by butterflies inside you when he reached a hand out to touch the colored strands of your hair. He had gotten so sinfully close and a part of you knew where this was going but you had to be honest, it didn't feel right and you almost blurted as if.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't do this, I have to come clean." your voice was soft however, his fingers still gently playing with the edges of your short hair.

"I know you mister I am what I am." You looked away and his hand gently let go of your hair, but his face was more of that of amusement, he wasn't phased much by it.

"Well why didn't you say anything before?" He asked casually, still smiling but you could tell there was a hint endearment in it as if knowing someone knew him genuinely made him happy.

"I didn't want to make you uncomfortable and I was starstruck I guess and a little fearful." You softly laughed away the last bit.

"Fearful? Of what?" he arched a brow and you realized he didn't have his piercing anymore that he had a few years back.

"Being judged I guess….. it's hard to put into words. But yeah sorry for ruining your moment." You said being honest but he could tell you were relieved coming clean or maybe you thought he'd lose interest so you let your guard down.

"So does that mean you won't flirt with me anymore?" You felt the prior tension come rushing back as your cheeks heated up.

After a momentary pause you asked a lot softly, "Do you want me to?"

"I mean we were headed somewhere with that." He stated boldly and you may have felt like a deer in headlights except it was cupid driving if that even made sense. I think it was safe to say he was thoroughly amused and satisfied with your flustered response. The way you just smiled looking away trying to figure out what to say which prompted him to ask, "May I?" and you had the biggest grin you couldn't hide as you replied, "Sure go ahead." In your defense you thought he'd really just get intimately flirty with you and that you might leave the place sighing in love.

He looked around the place though and said, "It's a little chilly out here don't you think, we should head inside." You agreed and followed him back in except he grabbed your hand and lead you the opposite way from the party towards the quieter place. It was like behind a door frame in a darkened room except the light of the party still illuminated it subtly. You felt a little worried as if someone would walk in to you two and he brushed his fingers to the side of your face getting your attention back to him, "Hey its okay they won't bother us, they're all adults and they understand." He was so close you felt the world blur around you, his thumb gently stroked over your bottom lip before taking them in a soft kiss. You felt him press against you, with you backing into the wall, your arms naturally snaked around his waist under his leather jacket. His lips were so soft you remembered, your breath was hot and heavy and just him taking his sweet time in the sweetest slowest of kisses had you melting in his arms. His arm rested over the side of your head while his hand held your face in them and you felt him moan into the kiss followed by your whimper. Breaking the kiss momentarily you two contemplated but all restraints let loose when he kissed again and couldn't help but deepen the kiss. You moaned into the kiss this time a little more pleasured and he smirked into the kiss keeping it slow and languid. He was slowly wrapping his arms around you making you throw your arms around his neck as the kiss reached a passionate new height. You could feel the tension hit new peaks with his tongue down your throat practically, the softest inaudible moans left your lips into the kiss and it would drive him crazy as he nipped at your lips to let you breathe. Marks were starting to be left, nothing really went below the neck but it was enough to get you both hot and bothered. His knee was between your legs and it was obvious you both just needed a good fuck.

You remember the night ending with his phone buzzing and you felt it vibrate. He'd broken the kiss and apologized softly. "Guess it's time to say goodbye." You let go and didn't think much of it in that moment as he stepped away and then out to take the call. You stood there getting your bearings before heading out. After saying your goodbyes and grabbing your belongings you stood near the 24hr store close to the apartment complex waiting for your uber but it was stressful as they kept cancelling. "Do you need a ride? You know it's late and not safe." It was him, he had rolled up in his car except his friend was driving. You had a gut feeling of trust in them and seeing there was one other person there meant the tension wouldn't be so suffocating and you accepted gladly.

You reached home and thanked them for their offer and when you stepped out your phone buzzed and you saw a message from an unknown number. "Won't you invite me in?" You were confused as you took a few steps and heard, "I asked for your number from a mutual hope that's okay." He acted casual and you played along, "Yeah that's cool, better to stay in touch right in case I get stranded again." You joked and waved a goodbye as you headed inside and finally typed away a reply, it was the floor and apartment number. Five minutes later he was knocking at your door and a few moments later he was taking you sweet and raw in the comforting confines of your empty apartment with no one to disturb you two.

moodsong: the less i know the better by tame impala