#trauma dump at the top of my fucking lungs. ive told a few friends some tidbits of my trauma and they were mortified. imagine if i told em
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froths at the mouth
#why cant i be fucking happy#why cant i just not be fuckin suicidal#i had a decent day today but then i was alone with my thoughts and instantly went to the thought of my medicine cabinet#my fuckin god. will i ever be content? will i ever feel fulfilled and accomplished?#will i ever get over the trauma i endured????#part of me just doesnt even want to fuckin try anymore. like a big part.#i know its bad but i cant help but think i should cut my losses and Do It#im sick of being miserable. im sick of keeping it together for the sake of others#i cant even go to a therapist bc if i were to really open up itd be straight to the hospital SNDJRJ.... and im not even as bad as i was#i havent even attempted in like??? 2 or 3 years????#not gonna kill myself i just really. fucking. want to.#if my friends knew how barely fucking hinged i was..... well they probably wouldnt wanna be my friends anymore. i wish i could just#trauma dump at the top of my fucking lungs. ive told a few friends some tidbits of my trauma and they were mortified. imagine if i told em#the actual horrifying shit. would people take me more seriously? would they be scared of me? pity me? ghost me? all of the above?
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