#ugh this shooow

[catboymoments]

anon that asked why ppl r calling you weird, some people are so fucking stupid omfg you redesigned FICTIONAL CHARACTERS FROM A FICTIONAL CARTOON SHOOOW IT DOSENT MATTER ugh ppl need braincells sorry u gatta deal w those idiots 🥲

It’s okay I’m used to it

[douxie-casperan]

[Me @ Teny’s Zouxie art, I’ve had it in a tab to look at this entire time.]

[plainvanillapotato]

the 100 diaries S2 E8

quarantine diaries: may 29 2020

season 2 episode 8: “spacewalker”

yeah with this title, finns gonna die this episode isnt he? sooo looong spacewalker 

ooo and with these two grounders? this is not a good sign for finn. they are coming for you finn. they want you.

blood for blood. hey its 18 for 1 that ain’t so bad

also why did clarke say this out in the open?? she really could have told her mom in private and just avoid this whole public uproar. how is it that clarke can be so smart sometimes but then be such a dumbass

yess raven. standing up for your friend even if hes been a dick and a thirsty boi. homegirl is loyal.

flashback...this is a bad omen. yep finn is definitely going to die.

ooh its the necklace. is that really a raven tho. i did get that. i thought was just a crane

yes they really are screwed if murphy has a gun

side note: no matter how much i hate finn rn. kudos to the actor like this finn is completely different person then when we first met finn. 

clarke be spitting fire murphy. but he just spit some fire back. ok  

lincoln....suffer the death of 18...like i agree but can we just hold the phone for a moment. lincoln was literally feasting on one the guardsman in the last episode and yet here he is. y’all could argue that lincoln wasnt lincoln when he did this. but you could argue the same for finn. yet no repercussion for him???? these people cant just pick and choose who has to face consequences. i really hate how inconsistent this show is sometimes

“that was another time. that was another chancellor.” speak abby speak. 

honestly let finn go. let him redeem himself.

“im in love with you.” wow really be making him crazy. but at least he admits it. 

“say something”...im giving up on you

“they’re trying to scare us.” well its working. but i do like clarkes fake it until you make it tactic because i can relate

kane of all the times to come back. also abby and kane? another ship?

abby said im keeping the leader. im still the leader. feminism

“its a strong possibility.” lol ok thats verrrry reassuring kane

if finn is going to be executed it better be clarke humming over him and then just stabs him in the neck. y’all know that would be his dream death

like i knew raven was smart but wow im so proud. i also gotta say you guys already know my hc for raven and high school musical. well i like to think that one of the reason she was so insistent on studying because the home girl gabriella montez. 

also this is raven talking about her pre-existing condition. i love this meme too much. because it wasnt even created specifically for raven yet it fits so perfectly as her pre-existing condition = no spacewalk/no helmet and with this whole spacewalker/skywalker episode.

bellamy is such a loyal king. yes bellamy protect your people. i love this found family trope. i also love how even tho the ark came down there is still a separation between the ark and the 100 + raven cuz the 100 just really had to bond if they were to survive.

what if the finns gift was really just ravens name on tape tho. how made would raven be? but dont lie thats a better gift than killing 18 people.

ooh ravens the reason why hes in prison wonder she so loyal. but really finn threw this whole relationship for clarke a girl he just met. wooooooow. i honestly dont get it. 

“if death has no cost, life has no worth”-lincoln. ok lincoln the philosopher 

the fact that they’re not cutting back to monty and jaspers pov in mount weather means that shit is real. finn is definitely going to die. and he is going to die soon 

wow character growth. finn not wanting to shoot a person for clarke. i applaud thee. but a little too late my dood

ofc they throw murphy in here. ugh.

raven’s face in that astronaut suite looks terrible. she looks like mr. electric from sharkboy and lavagirl. like editors really did her dirty. 

‘when you need a healer, but your people only have one healer, and that healer is you’. oooh that look that finn gave to clarke. yeah hes gonna turn himself in isnt he?

now is not the time to be saying ‘thats what she said” finn. this is serious business  

“i never meant to hurt you.” - finn. another high school musical 2 reference?? yep im convinced that these two watched HSM 2. but i gotta be honest raven and finn will never be able to live up to troy and gabriella

“always”-finn. they’re harry potter fans too. please give finn more original lines. please. now that i look at it. snape and finn have similar haircuts

“finn wasnt the only one at the village.” fuck yes raven. say it louder!!! raven is big brain. 

ofc finn would turn himself in. i cant believes hes actually getting redeemed. but i shouldnt be surprised bc the writers really like to redeem their characters right before they kill them

raven, bellamy, clarke, or even murphy should have shot him tbh instead of letting him go with the grounders.

kane said “son” im still convinced that kane is bellamys father idc what you guys say

clarke gave bellamy the look. but also this is the dumbest idea i have ever heard. there are thousands. i know that raven is smart. but thats a big ask and a dumb idea

clarke walked into the spear literally what. soooooo unnecessary. who tf fuck walks into a spear?! but i guess clarke knows that her plot armor is strong af

“you bleed for nothing”-lexa  literally!!! haha

that look that finn had when he saw clarke is was saying “you shouldnt be here but woooow clarke really looves me tho”

“i love you too” !!!!! oohmygosh! i was actually right about clarke killing finn?! (like i swear to god i swear to god i wrote down that prediction down before i saw his death and i wrote it as a joke wtf) this is the kind of death that finn would want bc ofc they give finn a romantic tragic death

wow so basically finns whole character was all just for clarkes development. 

side note:  is finn Clarke’s first boyfriend? cuz this a lottt. like the only other possibility ive seen up to this point is wells it was made pretty clear that they were never a real thing. like imagine if this show was marketed to be about teens coming of age and first loves then the show gives out this shit. but in general what is this shooow? like i know sokka’s first girlfriend turned into the moon but this. this is ‘thats rough buddy’

[ji-just-things]

Dream vs Reality

Made me think about it last night..

Yesterday, Feb. 28, I had a dream which probably gave me clues of things that would happen that day. And random hunches.

Things I've seen in my dream.

1. 1531

2. My couple college friends

3. Night time

4. Lights

5. We're about to watch a show (can't remember what exactly, but fireworks display comes to my thoughts)

Random hunches.

1. Playing lottery

2. Certain style of clothing

  My dream:

It was night time and I was walking when I saw a number in the sky. So i stopped trying to check if I really saw something. A light from somewhere flashes to the sky the numbers 1531. After I made sure I really saw something, few people walked in front of me and telling that they must hurry for they were in a race. Which, after hearing about, I felt the same way too, that I must hurry because I was in a race.

*insert few things I don't remember here*

  Next event I remember was my college friends, they are a couple.

The guy told me, "Pano ka makakanood dyan sa loob? Tara sa labas." (How can you watch *the show * if you were inside? Come on, let's go out.)

The moment I woke up/ In reality that day:

I texted my friend, the guy I saw in my dream, to get out of his work early today. He’s always asking me to go with him and help him pick a gift for his girlfriend, who is a dear friend of mine. I kept saying no, but finally decided to said yes. I was going to Manila anyway so I guess it won’t be a bad idea.

Picking a dress to wear, I thought of wearing a green one, which is fit, and is formal. (I don’t actually know how to describe it. Sorry.)

 I looked for the dress but after finding it, decided to wear a different dress (You know. Girls..).

Getting ready to go, a thought of playing lottery that day suddenly came into my thoughts. (I know. Out of nowhere, right?)

 On my way:

So I was already on my way to Manila to attend an appointment. Every time, I was looking to my wristwatch to check what time is it. I was in a hurry. I was praying to still reach my destination before the clock struck 5pm, because offices will probably be closed that time. Suddenly, the bus that I was riding pulls to the side of the road in the middle of an expressway. They told us that the water was leaking so we have to transfer to another bus.

People started murmuring, "Ano ba 'yan? Kung kelan ka nagmamadali.." (Gosh! In time like this where you are in a hurry..)

After getting my fare refund, I took a photo of what was happening (it's kinda normal to took photos this day, right?) to post in on IG.

Luckily, I made it on time.

 The lottery feels:

After my appointment, I waited for hours until my friend gets off of his work.

On my way to the mall, I decided that I will be playing the lottery, the two digit raffle.

 Arrived at the mall, I walked past the lottery booth. I went back to play, but decided not to after seeing a lot of people in a line, waiting for their turn to bet. So I continued walking.

  Friend arrives:

My friend fin’lly arrived. We went inside the Dept. store to pick a gift for his girlfriend, an office wear.

 Searching for hours for a perfect clothe, we found one which has the same fabric as the dress I thought of wearing, (I can’t provide a photo, sorry) but has long sleeves and a turtle neck design.

  The show:

Travelling to the mall, it was already 30 minutes past 6 o’clock so it was already dark. I get off the jeepney and looked up the City Hall. It was covered with light that has animations. (Ugh! I love to watch those kind of things ♥)

 After buying and having a dinner, we’re now good to go.

 Getting out of the mall, my friend pointed out the city hall tower and said “Ang ganda o!” (Look, it’s stunning!) And I thought, “yeah, it is”.

 “Punta tayo Luneta. Hindi pa ako nakakapunta do’n ng gabi. Ay, wag na lang pala gabi na.”, I said.

Let’s go to Luneta. I haven’t been there at night time.

 Then he replied, “Hindi ka pa nakakapunta do’n ng gabi? Tara!”

You haven’t been there at night time? Come on!

 “Hindi pa. Gusto ko makita yung mga ilaw. Maganda do’n pag gabi, ‘di ba?”, I said.

I haven’t. I want to see the night lights. It’s amazing to go there at night, right?

 So we walked our way to Luneta.

 We finally reached the spot.

 The view was just soooo amazing. I was starstruck.

 In the middle of it there were fountains. So we walked forward to it.

 Enjoying the view, a show suddenly started, the dancing fountains.

 “O? May shooow! Oo nga pala. Sabi nila may dancing fountain sa gabi”, I surprisingly said.

Oh? There’s a show! Right. They said that there is a show at night.

 “Sakto dating natin”, he replied excitedly.

We just aarrived in time.

 It was already 22:55.

 The show was just so amazing!

  The lotto winning digit:

We we’re finally on our way home.

 Talking about things and looking some photos through my phone, we saw my picture wearing the clothe that he and his girlfriend gave me as a birthday present.

 “Kasama ako nung pumili nyan e. O dib a, bagay lang sa’yo?”, he said.

I was with my girlfriend when picking that clothe.

 I replied few things.

 “Kelan nga birthday mo? Binasagan kita ng itlog no’n e”, he added.

When again is your birthday? I remembered me cracking an egg on your head that day.

 Then he started guessing.

 I have no idea that time about by dream.

  About to sleep:

Remember, my clock is set to a 24HR format.

 It was already 2am, I suddenly thought of checking the lottery result of Feb. 28 for 9pm.

Checking the results, I saw my birthday came out. I don’t know what to think.

This came to my thought, “I knew it! I have to play the lottery that day. Why is it that I didn’t?”

 Hahahaha! The thoughts.

 I, again, don’t know why but I did checked the photo I took a while ago at the expressway. Having a feeling that it might has a connection to 1531 in my dream.

I don’t know, guys. I just felt so.

 So I checked. Only finding out that I actually deleted the photo after I uploaded it..

 But, yeah! I did upload it. So it was supposed to be saved on my IG albums on my phone. So I, again, checked.

 It was saved at 15:32.

 But if you are using IG, maybe you do editing on your photos too.

 Getting off the bus. Getting back my fare. Took a shot. Had it filtered on IG, so there was that  few time picking which filter suits before I finally saved it and then uploaded it.

I just felt that that was that 1531 was all about.

And the race; that I was in a hurry.

And. And. And. And..

 LOL. In conclusion, the reason why I ended up writing this.

 It just popped up into my mind.

 I may be just giving it a too much thoughts and attention. Or I may be just overreacting.

 Think of whatever you want to think. I’m just sharing it anyways. J  

  Dreams allows us to foresee our future. It may be not as accurate, but it gives us clues. Pay attention to your dreams.

 Oh! How just this world and the power of our brains amaze me.

  - J. I