#ughhhhh she should NOT be going thru this she was 12

[venux777]

everytime sophie says “no sedatives” a small part of me dies

[kkulmoon]

Freaking Dumblr :(( absolutely good for nothing. Didn't send me a notif, if i didnt check your blog and scroll thru i woulda miss it >:( tumblr fite me!!

And yeah!! I do scanslation, been doing it since i was 12 😂 it been a while. I used to own a pretty big group too but then I quitted cuz dramas in scans are abundant and i rather waste my times on something else. Nowadays i'm pretty much do work for whichever groups that need help. I would tell which group it was but... that would reveal me 🤫

Okay things i love about myself part 3/10: I like my height. I'm 150cm so i am very short, and i used to HATE being short cuz i get tease a lot but now i learn to love it cuz i get call cute while hiding my evil side hehehehe 😈

Hehehe they says "be careful what you wish for" and I wish for PAIN!!!! I lost my shit over them all the damn time but blood sweats and tears.... i will never get over it.... THREW ME STRAIGHT BACK INTO MY VAMPIRE PHASE THAT I THOUGHT I GOT OUT OF AND I HATE THEM FOR IT

Hmmm, do i like the current version of myself? In some part, i do like how much I've matured. But i do wish to change a few things, maybe able to articulate my thoughts better. The way I say things tend to be from A straight to C instead of from A to B to C (does that even make sense?) So people misunderstand me oftens, and I may cause some unintentional hurts so I want to fix that in the future. What about you?

I'm glad you had a productive and healthy day!! Joon would definitely been proud 😤 i spent my day trying to win back my kitty's affection cuz she recently got a surgery and is wearing the collar of shame and is hating everyone 😭 she won't let me pet her just stand up and sashay away, what a brat >:(

I swear we're both writing novels and taking up people's timeline 😔 #sorrynotsorry.

Question of the day is: what are some of your pet peeves? -Valley's Lilies @valley-lilies

i sent a petty email to support about it and they fixed it so now i am happy lol, well until next time it happens 😔srry about having u scroll i rb a lot 😭

OH DAMN 12??? wow, what was i doing at twelve 🤔?? nothing productive i know ;(( oohhh i am srry about the drama that must rlly suck ;// i have so much love for scanlation groups tho especially the ones who share their conversations on the manga. then you must speak japanese, right?

awwww you’re so tiny and fun sized uwu, i’m literally almost 20 cm taller than you 😳, short people rlly are cute tho at least all the ones i know, except for this one kid in high school who i played soccer with, he was sooo annoying like pass the goddamn ball once in a while 😠O.O you have an evil side  you say? what is it you’re hiding 👀??

anon valley’s lilies you lost some rights after putting me through the mental torture that is joon in a crop top but you’ve earned them back cause bst was just WOW SUCH A COMEBACK!!! hey i’m telling you, you never truly get over ur vampire phase, NEVER 🤪i still go back to it once in a while and they pulled it off so well, such a visually pleasing cb, you know that joon scene with the smoke ,that was when joon being my bias was CEMENTED for eternity ughhhhh

oh yeah you’ve definitely matured if you’re able to look at the way you communicate and find flaws... and yes it does make sense, i mean you know what B is in your mind, it might even seem so obvious that you don’t mention it and end up at C directly, or at least that’s how things have appeared to me. hmmm i want to change my behaviour, like conceptually i know what i should be doing but actually getting to it is a big hassle, i have a tendency for self destructive behaviour in certain areas of my life ;(( i’ve gotten much better but there’s still a way to go, like saying no, i NEED to start saying it more often, i’m way too lenient at times 😩

namjooning activites are the most healing, plus i am interested in learning how to pick mushrooms cause we’ve gotta a lot were i live. speaking of healing, what are your favourite healing activities? awww poor kitty ;((( she’ll come around, all cats have attitude problems according to me lol. i hope she’s feeling well, despite the collar ;))

folks you heard what she said, typing novels i shall continue to do lol 

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My thoughts on...

The Freshman Book 3, Ch. 12: Flirting with Disaster

I’m interested to hear what you have to say, too!

MC vs. Zig vs. Kaitlyn

Alright, Kaitlyn really pissed me off here

First, accusing my MC for having never been interested in supporting her and her band???

Pffffft, OKAY, let’s not count all the times MC and the group attended shows and put up with the ~salty~ bandmates. YEAH, NEVER BEEN INTERESTED

Second, saying that MC is responsible for Zig’s actions??? UMMM NOPE. I’m pretty sure everyone here is an adult which means they are are responsible for their own actions and the consequences that come with those actions, so sorry Kaitlyn but you can’t play the blame with me on this one

Third, i’m always so wrapped up in your life? The choices you make are never really your own because they involve my input?

That is real fucking sweet coming from the person that loves to wax poetic about her best friend. It’s not so much that MC is so involved but that Kaitlyn actively chooses to involve MC. And if Kaitlyn has such a huge problem with MC calling the shots, why doesn’t she just take the initiative instead? 

Honestly, I’m glad these two are taking time away from each other. My MC could stand to deal with less bullshit from a so-called best friend

Next up is Zig

Honestly, it just sounds like he’s in denial about the fact that he’s got a serious anger problem that needs to be dealt with. Maybe acknowledging it feels too much like playing into the “criminal” card. He’s not necessarily a bad person, just someone who needs help in understanding and learning healthy ways of control and how to be accountable for your actions

MC + Becca

My favorite part of this entire chapter honestly

Two frenemies acting nothing but kind towards each other when they’re both in very vulnerable states, ughhhhh i live for this shit

Becca offering MC a ride and a place to stay for the night bc the last train to Hartfeld left and she doesn’t want MC to walk thru campus alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ded 

Wish i had more diamonds bc i really wanted them to have more heart to heart time 

MC + Chris

excuses excuses blah blah blah

MC + James (................................and Yasmin)

Ugh i just want to hug my MC and wrap her up in a blanket and drown her in love bc no one should ever be sitting alone in their bedroom or wherever when everything is going wrong and feeling angry at the world. IM ON YOUR SIDE, B

When she sent a message to James i honestly thought he wouldn’t respond or give her some lame ass excuse as to why he couldnt talk

but he did AND HIS MIC WASN’T TURNED OFF. thank the lord i was about to give this boy a serious beating if he was gonna pull that shit again

AAAAAAND OF COURSE, Yasmin has to come in and taint the otherwise sweet skype session

AND SHE REVEALS HER UGLY SELF. but really girl, you can’t get a man unless you manipulate them?? and you gotta steal one that’s already off the market??? where is the self respect where is the decency 

Ugh just leave poor James alone!!!!!!!!! But Yasmin rly is underestimating him and i can’t wait for her to realize she made a HUGE mistake 

My poor MC’s comebacks were a little weak but this war isn’t over and at least James is on MC’s side 

My MC is so fucking cute: JAMES.......I’M COMING FOR YOU!!! 

On the real tho, i feel like @playchoices is gonna spin some shady shit to ruin this relationship too

it’s fine 

🙃🙃🙃