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milo-is-rambling · 7 months

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Ughhhhhh I love being me but after too long hanging out with normal people and adults and I’m like hmm maybe my bedroom walls being covered in stuff like that is childish and maybe everything I like is forming an invisible wall between me and other people because I can’t be normal about media but it’s all I focus on like I feel like I have no social skills outside of smiling and nodding while high and eventually everyone I like is going to get sick of me because I act like a child

#I know it’s fine I’ll be over it soon enough but the last couple weeks have just been me coming home and going oh yeah no one else is like #this near me no one is doing weird shit the way I’m doing it here (at least not that I’ve met)#I need to meet more young ppl I think cause hanging out with women in their 50’s with actually decorated places is making me feel like a #kid being invited to the adult table at thanksgiving for the first time #I know they don’t see me like that but like my hair is literally rainbow I wore rainbow eyeshadow last night I’m loud I cover everything in #stickers my walls are covered in random art and posters and flags I have whole wall behind my door that’s just my own canvas pieces #other people I know are not like that I think they think I’m weirddd!!!!#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine they literally have not said anything they don’t think that they love hanging out with #me and I bring them weed and they let me smoke their weed and go to their house all the time #I think I wanna plan a thing with them at my house #like have them come over for a bit but idk when or why but I want to clean my room and the living room and have them come over and sesh with #my fam in my house cause I know we’d have so much fun #and they already know and like my mom

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