#uhmnn...basically just describing my oc but...lets not think 2 hard abt that hehe...

[battingmyeyelashes]

hi. ‪‪❤︎‬ i want to do another tiny ramble about bill dickey. im the girl that spazzes out about him often & makes long silly posts ‪‪❤︎‬

so, i wanna say first that everyone can do anything they want to, i dont mind, but i am very very transfixed by this little character for personal & silly reasons + so i think about him & his psyche a lot : (

i know the fandom rlly likes to make "x reader" or oc stuff with him where he gets put in his place by being berated or bitched out or bullied, etc. but i do not think that would fix bill or help him at all. it would probably just make it worse. i think a lot of his issues come from his lack of feeling secure in his life and with himself. his usual response to feeling threatened as im sure everyone already knows is to lash out, and if he were confronted by someone trying to bully him into submission, he would likely just double down on whatever he is saying/doing and it would be like throwing water on a grease fire. i have seen the personality type irl, and this is usually how it goes.

he needs someone who is willing to show him adoration and love and boost his ego to make him feel good abt himself, but also be able to see through all his silly nonsense and kinda psychoanalyze him n call him out on it. would take a very sizeable amount of empathy/sympathy. does that make sense?? i think it would give him a safe space to heal. it'd definitely still sting to be presented with the inner turmoil he may not even know he is dealing with, but the bitterness would be sweetened a little bit if its coming from the person who consistently is loving and shows him admiration and praise...i mean, itd definitely first be met with this feeling of betrayal, like, "i thought u looked at me like i was the greatest being in the world, why do you hate me now?" but then, the understanding would slowly creep in...i think thats the ONLY WAY he would ever let any kind of critique get through that thick stubborn skull of his... maybe im completely silly bcuz im a BILL DICKEY GLAZER but i dont care </3 its just my thoughts based on what i have seen and learned in my own life, i think?...‪‪❤︎‬ hmm...

mini edit hehe: as far as the other persons security goes, id say he would not want to be with someone who is overly confident in themselves bc i think that would also kinda bruise his ego?...i think he would like being with a person who is somewhat approval-searching bc that sort of adds to his comfort/ego boosting and it would actually help him let his guard down more. he cant feel like he is losing control/the upper hand in the relationship, i think. BUT the one area that requires a lot of confidence would definitely be in psychoanalyzing him and calling him out. i think thats where the self confidence must lie. there cant be any doubt in that area bc thats the most important...cannot be wishy washy when reading him and making observations...

owhh sweet squishy william...</3