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i am absolutely gnawing at the bars of my enclosure rn. on my cr c3 catch-up and i just finished ep 91 and 92 im LOSING IT !!!! that was so good but also ?? ???? crown keepers ???? my beloveds ?????? hello ?????????

if (key word: if) the crown keepers survive this i hope they meet with the bells hells :) i just think they're neat :)

idk fearne meeting morrighan who has a past intertwined/linked to morrigan the fatesticher ? i wanna get into /that/ fun little plot point. and the hells meeting opal ?? dorym reunion ?? better yet, the chetney-dorian reunion ?? ugh i can't wait,, it's gonna be a mess. i love these two adventuring parties with my entire heart. doomed-by-the-narrative groups are so ,, mwah. chefs kiss.

anyway speaking of doomed-by-the-narrative,, god that whole scene with fcg's sacrifice actually kinda fucked me up a lil. like,, i was already spoiled by twt notifs (through no one's fault but my own i completely forgot to mute them lmao) but BOY OH BOY DID IT NOT LESSEN THE EMOTIONAL IMPACT AT ALL. if anything it made the entire catch-up worse /pos

(the part in the shattered teeth where they were talking to jirana :( they were gonna have another therapy session :( AND FRIDA OH GOD :(((( love letters :( )

and you're telling me i have to wait?? until friday???? criminal offense, honestly. (i know they say thursday but ahaha asian moment)

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me when the natural disaster-induced childhood trauma resurfaces out of nowhere (floodwater from the next street over is possibly rising atm as im typing this)

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whether or not i graduate this year hangs in the balance of 1 (one) little interview (possibly in front of a government official) tomorrow,, im going to hurl

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been playing spiritfarer again recently and hdjfjdndjjsjfjskd good god how did i get anything done with my boat layout in such a sorry state im going insane

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the dilemma of drawing a character: the urge to give them eyeliner vs the knowledge that their crusty ass probably wouldn't wear makeup

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wtf is with the recent sims 4 update man my sims are being so mean to each other for no reason 😭😭😭😭

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been a while since i used discord,, i forgot it does that fuckass emoji when u type ":D" im gonna cry that was such a my-mother-specifically-core message i just sent

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i hate being undiagnosed but vaguely neurodivergent (the persistent symptoms are there but what is the actual disorder? fuck if i know) bc when im genuine it reads as joking but when im joking it doesn't read as joking. what the hell man

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saw a variant of myself at the doctor's office the other day lmao

• shortish mullet-y hair

● turtleneck in hot ass weather

● exact same blood condition

● name was exactly one (1) letter off from mine

absolutely wild.

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why are my last three sleep paralysis episodes so,,,, wack??

first, it was a distorted stock image of a white woman screaming at me, then it was the fear of experiencing a stroke, and then it was just,, a mix of vague anxiety that turned into plain annoyance that i couldn't get up because it was taking too long

it's the printer machine running out of ink but with dreams,, my brain's running out of material lmao

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so i started watching dead boy detectives, bc title alone it sounded like right up my alley,, and oh my god i cannot watch it with a straight face.

it's so cheesy and maybe it's my chronic getting-very-attached-to-fictional-characters-in-less-than-an-episode-itis but those protagonists? my idiots now. sorry. i don't make the rules.

god, these writers knew what they were doing and they caught me hook line and sinker. those motherfuckers

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head in hands,,,, someone dmed me on ig to inquire about commissioning me and i didn't reply in time and now it's gone,, they've given up

in my defense, i was literally in the cancer center for my spicy anemia, but god i need to get my shit together 💀💀

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normally i'd be like "ignore me" but im going to the hospital today and, instead of packing like a responsible chronically ill person, i'm queueing up posts on tumblr and they may or may not all be about the show dead boy detectives,,,, so i'm gonna want everyone to not ignore me actually bc i needed everyone to watch it like,, yesterday.

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"hey so like, i know you finished the final exam and passed, and we told you that was the end of the academic year for you, but actually you need to answer these papers real quick and fill out these forms that we didn't tell you was a requirement until right now." and what if i killed myself, dave? what then. hm?

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spent the past few days catching up to critrole c3 and oh my god i missed this sad little band of chucklefucks. bells hells i love you all sm

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funny lil thing my playlist shuffle did