#unless artblock gets my ass

[krenia]

some demon possessed me at 2am and forced me to draw them hhh can't believe that's how I get ripped out from artblock

[smasss]

LOL i swear people really hate my art sometimes. like idk why but sometimes i just feel like deleting everything , and never showing anyone any of it unless its for a job. Like i really dont understand some designers,/creative people work, they show me their work and the least i alway do is to at least say something about their body of work. like idk, pick out a piece i genuinely find nice, or if i like their style and aesthetic, praise them for it. I dont see it as being fake or anything. Its just basic respect. Everyone puts in blood sweat and tears into their work and really the least you can do is acknowledge it, instead of giving 0 comments, or simply asking how they did it.  I have no idea why almost every single “creative” person ive met in the past year, doesnt share the same practice its honestly fucking baffling. they show me their work ,and really i do my best to respect it and appreciate the sharing, then turn around when its my turn. Silence. FUCKING RUDE. maybe im like overly arrogant and all my works are actually super amateurish so low skill level that they cant even bring themselves to say something neutral and i just cant see it. Whats even more mind boggling is seeing them like / comment things like “nice work!” or “amazing” on some super sub par work (unless ofc my judgement is terrible and im not actually that good at what i do ). I really dont get it . Call me a noob/unseasoned desiner/ a loser who craves validation, but I really cannot understand how you can not only ignore and pretend my work doesnt exist and sing praises about someone elses work that i know by all objective measures is sub par.  this rant is fucking disgusting and i know i sound like an amateur but its really how i feel. Sometimes i feel like im just too kind too nice, and think too much about how others feel. I just have this notion that as creative people we have suffered enough. People think lowly of our skills , dont understand the devotion to our craft, when it means the world to us.The least we can do is support each other and show each othe rsome love. because we all have our lows, our artblocks, our self doubt, and the constant feeling of inadequacy. (or maybe its just me la ).  But oh well okay, i guess im probably wrong. fuck everyone man. I swear this coming term im gonna be the meanest, most self confident, disrespectful, nasty, condescending , dismissive, downplaying bitch all this noob ass design kids will ever see.