#usually she'd shove her guilt down my throat and force me to absolve her. so I'll take her guilt money happily. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

straydogged · 9 months

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extremely grateful that this is less of a large gathering like the ones my abuse took place at, and instead it's kind of just having a few people in and out over the day. I would be deeply deeply triggered if it were the former. currently I am just. uncomfortable and kinda sad.

#my m*ther texted me this morning which I am 🙃 about but at least she's sending me money in the next few days #I think she feels guilty abt everything that happened this year.#usually she'd shove her guilt down my throat and force me to absolve her. so I'll take her guilt money happily.#I'll use some of it to do something nice for myself and my partner. maybe put some money aside and start saving for a tattoo.#I really really fucking want that medusa on the back of my neck

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