#very off topic tags for a leverage post but just uy the way even the things I love are so wrapped up in ocd brain is just upsetting | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

farkenshnoffingottom · 2 years

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Just getting around to watching the second half of redemption, and the golf job is a delight. Hurley bullying Eliot to make the con work? Flawless. Just Hurley in general tbh, also that someone on a leverage international team named their dog after Eliot. There's just so much baffled rage emanating from that man this episode, it's so good

#leverage #eliot spencer #hurley (leverage)#e's endless rambling #it's the ~anxiety~ I haven't watched anything new in months #bc I can't deal with the uncertainty and I've been able to keep putting it off while in school #but now I'm done (almost. so much grading left to do in the next two days ugh) and actually have to stop avoiding things #so anyway I'm watching redemption now and not allowing myself to go read a plot synopsis of the eps #even though it feels awful and I'm mostly just in distress #ocd #this is what happens when I actually have to acknowledge that I did iop and have learned skills #and am not supposed to allow myself to neutralize things but instead to sit with uncertainty and face it anyway #very off topic tags for a leverage post but just uy the way even the things I love are so wrapped up in ocd brain is just upsetting #and annoying. I don't get to watch this show as a show #im doing this as an exposure and I can go back and actually enjoy the eps later #but it's just frustrating as all hell #anyway actually enjoying the interactions in this ep even though I can't really think about the plot rn bc my distress is too high *Eyeroll*

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