#vinnie my beloved ive missed writing about you

[wannaeatramyeon]

I have a very serious question I need your urgent response on: Which lookism boys give you a “My girl is mad at me. I hope I die” energy? 🧐

this made me lol. sorry about my lack of urgency anon.

Lookism boys :'My girl is mad at me. I hope I die' energy

Dead. So dead. A rotting corpse.

The first whiff of your displeasure, they will drop dead. Either that or be on their knees, tears in their eyes, hands clasped together, begging for forgiveness.

+ Goo Kim, Ryuhei Kuroda, Jay Hong, Zack Lee

Wilting before your very eyes.

A little less... dramatic. But their heart is shattering into a million pieces. They've upset you? Your pain is their pain. You might as well just stab them in the heart when they realise.

+ Goo Kim, Daniel Park, Vasco Tabasco, Jake Kim, Jace Park, Jibeom Kwak, Lineman

Playing it cool, but secretly dying.

'Get over it. Who cares?' They do. They care. Also likely to tell you to calm down, you're overreacting, you're being hysterical. They must have a death wish. 99% chance of dying by your hands.

+ Goo Kim, Vin Jin

You're mad? That's fine. That's healthy, they suppose. A relationship that is smooth sailing all the time is just unrealistic. Will still toss and turn in bed all night dwelling on it.

+ Warren Chae, Sinu Han, Brad Lee, Jason Yoon, Jerry Kwon, Xiaolong, Jihan Kwak, Eli Jang, Hudson Ahn, Gun Park (maybe), Johan Seong (once he stops being childish)

Stay mad.

🤷🏻‍♀️

+ Goo Kim, Gun Park, Johan Seong, Samuel Seo, DG

(Goo's energy is entirely dependent on his mercurial moods. Good luck!)

[bat-luun]

tell me about ur comic character right neow!!!!!!

you will fucking regret this hell yea

okay- literally no one talks to me about anything ever but imma try my best to explain it all even with the uber instincts of my uber autism- sorry about the crazy rambling your about to hear

tw: old art and my old @

this is a wip comic i started thinking about back in like 2018? when i first drew the (then) mc on paper! my beloved Bonnie!!

the concept for her then was: a film/photography student goes looking for her missing gf and lovecraftian horrors ensue!! the main inspiration was the three friends diner and the horrifying hijinks were mostly inspired by the 2017 horror game among the sleep!!! the MOST IMPORTANT gimmick of the whole thing was the photos i planned that Bonnie would take! inspired by this legendary creepypasta.

(old 2021 and 2022 art)↴

speaking of among the sleep - inspired by the bear character i did plan to maybe add a sidekick that would basically be a tour guide of some sort so bonnie doesnt get frame one killed. this was scrapped cuz its cringe and i didnt like it. now i just use them as a dnd npc.

(old 2022 art)↴

now mind you- i was working on this whole project whenever i really felt like it and this is around the time where i went from my dsmp hyperfixation to jrwi and didnt make much oc art so the work was very slow and minimal..

but when bitb dropped? oh my lord did i eat that shit up for this comic. obviously i dont wanna just rip off bitb (if i wanted to do that i would just write fanfiction) so i did a reboot of the whole series!

now i have four main characters: Kat (she/her) Bonnie (she/they) Dough (they/them) Vinny (he/him)

with Kat being the main main character as most of the story is told through her pov. the story is now set in the 70s/80s in a town literally called Small Town somewhere in florida (yes the shitty and simple names are intentional shut up). i wanted to explore more of the human nature of horror - that its not always the evil shadow monster hiding in the woods thats gonna hurt you, but that it can be the people you are closest to or even society at large.

but i also dont wanna go the ooOoOooOOOO it was a [insert mental illness here] metaphor all along!!! route since i feel like its really overdone and can heavily demonize mental illness. instead its more found family focused as a team of four homosexuals try to solve the towns seemingly simple mystery that drives them down the path of experiencing unspeakable horrors!

so basically gayer scooby-doo but theres heavy gore and autism

i can definitely rant about this way more but i feel like ive been talking for too long so hope you enjoyed that very brief history lol - let me know if you wanna hear about the remake characters!!!! :D

heres a kat piece im working on rn as a treat :]