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#w the themes n tropes i've always been fond of
noxtivagus · 2 years
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i love stories so much
#🌙.rambles#don't mind the dramatic posts for this week or so. it's pms most likely lmfao#whether it be reality or solely fiction. i love seeing it as stories#n so. yeah as long as i focus on myself then. i can at the very least be#no. my mind's such a mess T_T#i need to remember. to just stay true to myself#i can set myself free if i don't lose sight of who i am. who i've always been#i want to work on my own story...!#influenced by games/stories like final fantasy#w the themes n tropes i've always been fond of#n then. also make my own lil stories in stuff like ffxiv#i was looking at some quotes i have saved in my notes n i hear their voices during the cutscenes#hmmm thinking abt it n i really do romanticize life often#but not in a way that it messes with my reality#i know what's real and what's fake#but my imagination really just runs deep n i like looking at life as stories#so i genuinely do get confused so often if what i'm writing/imagining is just me as a writer being creative. as a dreamer#or if it's something more real#listening to the ishgard ost n looking at quotes. i love ffxiv so much bcs it really inspires n motivates my creativity. i love stories#🥺 looking at some of my old notes way back last year n i love how i described the characteristics of my ocs#oh. i've always been a writer. a romantic. a dreamer. yeah#drk ! choices n flowers n farewells n letters. closure.#i wna write#i want to write everything. express myself through words. develop my imagination even further#i guess one thing that hurts tho is that out of fear i end up restraining or repressing aspects of myself. hiding. secrets#but if i were to be honest and open. i can't help but wonder what would that break. what would it destroy#maybe part of me is content with the silence. there is still serenity that lies in the unknown.#(but what of the disquietude in ignorance that i deny...?)#minutes later n i feel so overwhelmed again. so much thoughts n emotions. so much to do#i'm sorry
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