#watch me y e e t those body image issues 👀🔪

[dolphin-enthusiast]

buonasera cara mia~!! 🌹🌙💌 how are you darling?? i hope that you slept at least a little, staying up until 1 isn't good!! (though i can't talk, i've had to stay up super late working as of late!) ooh, and i've heard of cowboy bebop,, you'll have to tell me about it!! ☀ (1/6)

"quinn is right, i have been ill lately, i've been sleeping too much and eating too little (i think it's lethargy and/or body image issues), but i'm working on it!! it's hard with lessening motivation, though i am trying my best!! i don't want to make anyone worry after all! thanks for your concern love 💞 (2/6)

my narcolepsy really did do a number on me today hehe!! i've felt tired all day and took so many naps,, i even almost fell asleep at a restaurant!! it was quite strange, but i got to rest during the ride home,, the exhaustion truly made day seem so surreal, almost dream-like!! at least i got to lay around with my cats 😖❤ (3/6)

despite all of this trouble, i did get to start a new sketchbook today!! though it's not for normal drawing, but for the fashion designs that pop in my head!! it feels good to start something new after feeling so static for a long time!! 🌺 (4/6)

ah, i do wish i could've written something more interesting/better quality, but with so much illness i couldn't do much today 😞 i will hopefully do more stuff tomorrow to tell you about though!! i need to get back to working, as it's 0:22 now,, so i'll be back tomorrow,, please take care dear!!! much love as always ❤ (ahhh i hope this letter is understandable,, my mind kept switching between languages as i wrote hehe) (5/6)

- with love from the moon and stars, a sleepy waifu 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘 ps: hmmm that anon dream gave me a new goal,, i need to teach you to dance when we meet in the future!! 😘 (and to that anon that asked about goth ihop, my work is going quite well 🌠) (6/6)"

Before i say anything else, i 100% understand the body image issues thing and not eating because of it (really do b hittin home ngl) but fr now love you just gotta know it aint real and u n e e d to eat bc its what keeps us alive and energized...im no medical expert obvs but at least in my case if i dont eat for longer periods i have mad headaches and feel like sleeping all day so if that also happens to u it wouldnt be good at all for ur narcolepsy too🗿🗿 im not gonna worry my ass off since i know ur capable of takin care of urself but i just thot i'd drop this in

On another note, u keep surprising me darling...fashion concepts??? Its wild how i can totally see u working in such a field as well (besides the pastry shop or model career concept) 👁️ i remember i tried drawing some cringe fail fashion concepts when i was little but gave up since i'd much rather draw characters and humans in general than just c l o t h e s djhddjjs

I can hardly wait for u to teach me to dance although i cant guarantee that i wont end up accidentally stepping on ur foot or having a 🅱️reakdown 🅱️reakdown since im not used to things like these 🤡✌️also i can totally tell u more abt the absolute masterpiece that cowboy bebop is, i have like 3 episodes left to watch and im also FINALLY almost finishing sbr and yet im still watching more stuff in tandem🤡🤡🤡🤡