#we cant give him subcu bc he's a vicious little ass and keeps pulling the needle out if we dont just outright hit a nerve on insertion | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

trash-nerd · 7 months

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so i know ive been gone for a while but im alive.

been staying up for my cat bc he's taken another, worse downturn. Had to take him to ER vet and we were there for 7 hours before the finally got to do blood work.

he went from "we need to watch his kidneys and those levels there" to "he is in the danger zone, some levels are so high our machines can't read the actual amount". so. that's not awesome.

our options are to get more testing done (he may have FIV, or something similar) and then pay for medication for treatment but since we can barely afford to house and feed ourselves thats... not happening.

so the vet told us option 2 is to just. put him down. at 6 years old.

so im not doing great, but. im alive.

heres to you, my little Laddie Man.

#i'm stuck in the trash #im so fucking tired i just #cant do it anymore man #its hit after hit after hit and it doesnt stop #idk how im gonna get up in the mornings without him. he is literally the first thing i see every morning and the last thing i see before bed #and i just... have to put him down ig #he's lost so much weight #ive reversed my body clock so he has 24 hr care but like. im not a vet #we cant give him subcu bc he's a vicious little ass and keeps pulling the needle out if we dont just outright hit a nerve on insertion #but he NEEDS fluids #and we pwe our home vet SO much money im just #it sucks knowing im losing him and cant even get another pet after him

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