#we dont rly get fictives much and i feel like if we were gonna get one we would've already had one u know. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ozlices · 1 year

Text

we're all v much aware we aren't making it out of this loop without a new alter forming and i feel like that's gonna happen soon cause i get senses for this shit ig as primary protector/gatekeeper? idk. i dont question it much but im trying to be like. hey if we can sense someone new forming that has to be a good sign we rly will be out of this soon so they can form proper and help us properly cause we'll be in a place where we can heal,,, right.

#mine #i just cant tell if it's gonna be someone entirely new or a fictive or a split.#we dont rly get fictives much and i feel like if we were gonna get one we would've already had one u know.#so. idk. idk shit im just holding onto anything we can rn.#but i also am Nervous bc im the one who's gonna have to inform the infant of what we've been through this year.#they'll be forming to be equipped for it so it'll be fine but i still am not looking forward to it. ugh.#system tag #usually when alters form im the first to get the details of them so. we'll. see. i have no idea rn.#im just like. ok. ill take it as a sign and go to cope cause MAN... HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

1 note · View note