#we like to think many things've changed

[satelarry]

everytime i watch the final scene of fellow travelers i end up crying and (leaving aside my own traumas) the fact that matt bomer didn't get an award for his performance is truly beyond me. the same goes for jonathan bailey like...they poured their hearts in it. i hope they have the recognition they deserve at the emmy's next year. the sad truth is that the industry claims to be pro lgbt+ but when it comes down to rewarding series, movies and artists that show the community's story along with people that are part of it they tend to look the other way, giving awards to stories or songs with trivialized content.

[lifviakaza]

Special post for my partner in crime, my always-hungry buddy that's always there in each and every shit I've been going through. We've been friends since what?! Since we're both in our mums' wombs😱

There's just toooo much story and history--to even think about them makes me tired--let alone to write them down.

But to summarize, all those sleepless nights talking about shit, or days, months, years of doing shit, all the plans that led to shitty promises which never actually actualized are just beyond us, waaaay behind.

She loves me soooo much that I can remember she yelled at me back only once after all my throwing tantrums at her like for-ever🤭 She loves me soooo much that even after she got married she still slept in my house cz apparently being home is quite an exclusive event for me.

MANY things've changed, for sure. Now we talk just like what? Once in awhile, once in a year Lol

Some ppl come and go in my life. I guess the popular reason why they leave, I assume, is that they can't cope up with my wounds while they're also struggling with their own. But this one creature, it's fucking annoying sometimes, but is always there waking me up right before my death while she's also on the edge of her burial!

Thank you, so so very much for everything.

I mean it, you're awesome, and I love you❤

Happy Birthday! It's actually days ago and I remembered but like "Ah, it's just Putri, she doesn't need a Happy Birthday text whatever."

But again, she just saved me today. And I'm crying writing this. "Happy Birthday, I truly hope you a beautiful journey throughout this life. Life sucks, but not so suck with you in it. You're a great mother, I want you to know that."

PS: We really need to start actualizing our plans, or, they'll just hang themselves over there becoming unfinished legends~ MEH