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bakatenshii · 5 months ago

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Now why do u have that as ur pfp… thats disgusting and disrespectful

hiiii hello xx I’ve always loved Saki from 177013! (and the doujin as a whole ofc) haha I remember I watched an interview with ShindoL once where he talked about how it wasnt even meant to be thaaat horny but more of a horrific story that spiraled out of control, and he never anticipated the reception of it.

anyways I’ve always just really related to her and take it as a cautionary warning of how I could’ve turned out were it not for a good support system around me! I just really see myself in her with how I used to be and my mentality and naivety and everything so xx

#urusai! baka #i actually remember when i first stumbled upon it when i was like 16? 17?#and i didnt read the tags bcos im dumb and brazen and i actually just expected a cheeky 20-30pg doujin for a fun n fresh goonsesh #and i watched on in shock horror as everything unfolded and just spiraled completely out of control #and i actually had to stop for water #bcos it was just so visceral to me #bcos its ironically rly raw and realistic for a doujin #minus the fucking in every instance thing #but something about a naive girl trying to change herself and wanting to be liked #noticed by boys and invited out by girls #and being sheltered not understanding yhe repercussions of drugss and #all the dangers out in tne world #feels very real and relatable to how i once was #in a way hahahaha #(i mean ive been chronically onlune so i wasnt that naive but the desperation mixed with no irl experience was definitely there)#(the blind trust and like people pleasing and not standing up for urself)#this got really deephaha but i feel like i always get kinda deep when i talk abt 177013 #every once in a while it gets brought up on my blog haha #im sorry to everyone ive influenced to read it and hated it!!#and this is ur warning that if u DO go look for it (if youve not already HAHA) theres like every triggering theme in there ever so #READ RHE TAGS DONT BE ME HAHA #ANYWAYS thats so much yap sorry anon this is not what u signed up for haha #xoxoxo #omg i just remembered this come sup so often on my blog i deffo used to have a tag specifically dedicated to it #is it maybe juat #177013 #we’ll try it iguesss

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